But this inherited shrinking from death is not what tortures man. What
causes the uneasiness is rather that superstitious fear of death,
which is really fear of a life after the throes of death. We have
made this present life so unreasonable and so inconsistent with our
own nature that we feel as if any life after death must be just as
incomprehensible and inconsistent as this one, so we fear it. We fail
to see that all life goes on developing and improving, and so we think
our future life may be much worse than what we have now; then, like
Hamlet, we ask is it really “better to endure the ills we have than
fly to others that we know not of?” Because we hold these two views
of life, the animal’s view and the spirit’s view, we seem to hear two
voices crying in our hearts when we consider things: the voice of the
Body and the voice of the Soul. The Body says, “I shall cease to be,
I shall die, all that I set my life in shall die.” The Soul cries,
“I am, I cannot die, I ought not to die,” and, as if from still deeper
depths, comes an appalling whisper, “Yet I am dying.” (Tolstoy.)
It is because of this contradiction that terror seizes the mind when
we think of the death of the flesh. Man has so long assumed that his
fleshly life is the same as himself that he cannot easily rid himself
of the idea. Yet, if a man lose a hand or an arm or a leg by accident,
he does not think that part of his consciousness or self is gone. He
knows that a part of his body—through which himself is made manifest
to other men—is gone, but he does not for a moment think that he, the
human being, is any less. And he is not.
It is true that the automatic processes of his mind refuse for some
time to accept the loss of the members of his body, he misses that way
of expressing his will. But that is not so strange as it may at first
seem. All voluntary motion arises from desire, and is sent out from the
directing mind by means of the nerves to the part of the body fitted to
perform that motion. We are not conscious of sending an order to any
nerve center when we wish to put one foot before the other in walking
or to use our fingers in writing.
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