Dicky’s head bowed under his helmet. He was slow to believe that the
firing had lasted only ten minutes. It amazed him now that this was
still a world of hot daylight. He looked back upon his coming through
this lane as one does upon the last memory before a great sickness. He
had to memorize and register again and again upon his faculties that
he had alighted from his vehicle only fifteen minutes ago, and this
was all one day, all one afternoon, all one quarter of an hour. In the
interval there had been death and birth for India and for himself--a
mysterious conception, at least.
“God forgive me for losing my head,” he muttered, for there was
something in him that still counted losing one’s head as the first
moral offense. He was thinking of the moment standing before Fyatt.
He would move very quietly now. As he reclimbed the mound where the
_sepoy_ firing line had stood, it came to him that a man might lose his
head for a moment, at least, to find his heart.
He let himself down from the mound to the bloody ground. There he found
presently a man wedged under the bodies of two already dead. He dragged
this man loose, only to find that he was apparently bleeding to death
from a shattered knee. He unwound a turban from one of the dead men
and wrapped the wound, knotting it tightly above the flow of blood.
His own left hand was impeded by the sling. Presently, he freed it
entirely, his personal scratches appearing ridiculous in this broad
field of bloody men. Thus began his work. It was as if he had entered
single-handed upon a task to alter the sewerage system of a city.
There were no English about, no police or native soldiers. Martial Law
had done its part and gone to supper. The people flocking into the
_maidan_ with moanings and horror-stricken cries now were those looking
for their own. From the farthest parts of Amritsar they were drawn,
from many houses to which one or more did not report for the evening
meal. Living men and women--hurrying, bending--hands reaching down,
hands pressed to faces--the quick and the dead.
A while afterward he looked up to find that the sun had gone down. His
knees were wet with blood. He felt the wet spreading heat upon his left
shoulder. His wound had opened from exertion--a smile at that.
He had worked a little on battlefields before, but they weren’t like
this. A persistent thought held him that this was the field of his own
dead! He didn’t understand how his brain could deal with such weird
stuff. He concluded that he was in a half-dream where thoughts appeared
veritable that wouldn’t hold water when he fully waked.
Now he had extricated from the mass near the Hasali Gate the body of
a trampled girl child. She was warm, possibly not dead. She smelled
of the earth and tears.... His heart thumped, and pity like a warm
breath surged through him--pity, which some one said was the pain of
love--oh, yes, that was Miss Claes’ expression. He touched the girl’s
long coarse black hair in the thick twilight.
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