One night in the little upper room, in her own particular time of
self-revelation, as Pidge lay on the borderland between sleep and
waking, she saw herself like an ogre, and Dicky Cobden like a terrified
child in a great house, and she was driving him from one room to
another, from one floor to another, to an inevitable cornering in the
farthest wing.
Finally an early October evening, and again his car had halted before
54 Harrow Street. Pidge sat beside him, but Dicky had not opened the
door.
“Pidge,” he said suddenly, “I’ve got to the end of my rope. I’m not
making good. I’m all blurred on what we’re trying to do. It’s--it’s too
much for me here.... I don’t want France or Flanders. I’m going into
the Near East for _The Public Square_ and a newspaper syndicate.”
“I knew it. I felt it coming, at least,” she said. “And I’ve failed,
too, all the time. But, Dicky, back of everything, I know there must
be somebody laughing at our seriousness and stupidity. We’ll see the
puzzle straight some time. You’ll see.”
They both were sitting straight up.
“Nobody’s--nobody’s shoulder?” he asked with terrible effort.
“No, Dicky. It would only fog us up--all the more.”
XVII
NEW LODGERS FOR HARROW STREET
PIDGE MUSSER was ending her second year in the editorial rooms of
_The Public Square_, when a short story came in from Rufus Melton.
Meanwhile, his work had begun to appear in magazines of large popular
appeal. This manuscript, called _The Boarded Door_, had doubtless not
fitted into any of them. The chief thing about the story to Pidge was
that her cheeks burned as she read.
This made her angry. Another thing, the story was so familiar to her.
She seemed to be in and out of Melton’s mind, hearing his typewriter,
understanding even his corrections. But also she saw what the author
could not--his fluctuations of fancy, which uncentered the tale.
“He’s beginning to be read,” said John Higgins. “It’s not a bad story.
We’d better take it.”
“It is not his best work. There’s a cavity in it,” said Pidge. “If it
were by a new name altogether, we’d write the author suggesting that he
work over the weak part.”
“Do it,” said John Higgins.
Pidge laughed nervously. “He won’t like it,” she said.
“Don’t mind that. Rufus Melton can write. He’ll have his hour, but go
ahead and scuttle the ship, young woman. We don’t care about pleasing
our passengers.”
Back at her own desk, Pidge was smitten with the idea that she wasn’t
being fair. In the course of reading Melton’s story, she had not once
forgotten that he had failed to pay back that fifty dollars. Not only
that, Rufus Melton hadn’t mentioned it; and he was said to be making
money right now. She had to write the letter to Melton three times.
Films of ice formed on the sentences and had to be skimmed off, in
spite of her most rigid effort. She carried the sheet, signed by “The
Editors,” to John Higgins, with a restless feeling that damage was done.
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