He kept Pidge Musser close at hand during these trying war days. His
former stenographer languished. John Higgins found a singular peace in
working with Pidge and was innocent enough to discuss it. He was an
old integer so far as women were concerned, never getting beyond the
rare confession (when a few drinks ripened his mind) that he had had
a mother once. He didn’t hate women; nothing like that. He had just
merely walked around them as you walk around the shore of an ocean. He
wasn’t born with a bathing suit and the idea of taking off his shoes
and stockings made him hoarse with fright. Pidge, however, had crept
in through the business door, and John Higgins awoke to find her at his
side.
Pidge found him like a somber relative of the elder generation, when
she returned from her hectic walk with Melton that afternoon, but for
once she could forget John Higgins easily. Twenty times in her mind, at
least, Pidge went over the talk and walk with Melton, her face often
turned away to the window with a sad but scornful smile. She thought
it out with hard sophistication, all that he had said of receiving
inspiration from her, but underneath she wanted it to be so; and deep
among the secrets of herself, she felt that what he said was possibly
truer than he knew.
Had he known that the bank would be closed? She would soon learn about
that, for he had promised to bring the check to-night. Even if he
didn’t, she could never forget that _calling_ to her, back of his actor
eyes--calling like a child of her own. New York whirled by below; the
manuscripts were piled high in front and side. A Mecca letter came in
from Richard Cobden, intimating that he might go to India. Even that
did not arouse John Higgins, nor startle Pidge Musser from the painful
web she was in.
Melton was at the basement entrance at seven. As Pidge went down to
meet him, Fanny Gallup was coming up. They met in the second hall.
Fanny stood in the gaslight, her arms open wide, her dress open at the
breast, her eyes laughing.
“I saw him, Redhead. He’s a God-awful, that boy. Don’t you bring no
little baby to this house! I won’t stand for it.”
* * * * *
Melton wore a black cape coat, a dinner coat beneath. Pidge felt as
if she had left all her light in the second hall. She was exasperated
with herself for pushing past Fanny and not taking the joke gracefully,
exasperated with Melton for togging up to come to Harrow Street, to
take her to that old eating house. Couldn’t he resist showing off for
just one hour?
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