He found himself in twilight. The day had slipped off, while he
struggled alone. His forehead was clammy with the effort going on. To
go back into that dreary hopelessness, and not be able to think out
the reason why! The force that he had to work with now came from the
painful mistake he had made in working for reward before; from the
shock of that realization in the red room, that underneath everything,
he had counted on his virtue being crowned with Pidge somehow coming
across.
Now the fight changed. Persistently in the depths of him grew an
awareness that he had not done the full task called of him merely in
offering Ames money. This point became so ugly and evident--that he had
to laugh. More and more, as moments sped on, it faced him squarely. He
had no sentimentalism to tide him over; his emotions stayed ice cold.
“But it’s like a fool Sunday-school story!” he muttered.
Then again the words broke from him: “But living God, suppose she
doesn’t want the bundle back! Suppose she’s been trying to lose it,
and here I am running after her, saying, ‘You’ve dropped something,
Madame----’”
But he couldn’t budge.
Full dark was in the room when he rung Ames at the _Charente_:
“I’ve been thinking over this thing, Mr. Ames, and I’m asking a
favor----”
“Yes,” came coldly across the town. Ames believed he was trying to
wriggle out of his promise to pay half.
“I’ve come to the conclusion that this thing is up to me--the whole
business, and I’ll thank you very much for Mr. Melton’s present
address.”
“No. 16, Rue de Belville, Villancourt.” The tones had warmed.
“Thanks. I’ll report to you presently,” Cobden said.
“Sure you don’t want me--or one of us to go along with you?” Ames
persisted.
“I’ll see what I can do alone first, if you don’t mind.”
XXXIV
THE HOUSE OF DUCIER
QUEER drama, from eight to twelve that night in the little house of
Ducier. Four hours--as long as an uncut opera! The sick man moaned, and
interrupted everything, calling to Dicky Cobden:
“For the love of God, don’t go ’way and leave me here! I’m done for, if
you leave me alone again.... Oh, Cobden, Cobden----”
The daughter wept. It was her entire part. She had a brown mole upon
her ruddy rounded cheek, and very white small teeth in gums of a red
that Dicky had never seen before except in dental advertisements. She
was made of little curves, and all of them were required in the art of
her weeping.
“What’s the matter?” Dicky asked her, during a halt in the proceedings.
“You are taking him away!”
“I don’t seem to be very successful about it.”
“Oh, but you will--you are taking him away!”
Dicky was glad to hear that he was going to get what he came for, but
the obstacles still looked serious.
“Isn’t that what you want--to be rid and paid?”
“My father--yes--but me--no, no! He is my lover--oh, such an adored!”
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