The other words--“to death,” he somehow managed to keep from speech.
Dicky suffered especially from the feeling that he was playing the
boob. To be sincerely in wrong was his pet aversion--dating from the
night of the Punjabi dinner. Besides, he was tortured with the thought
that Pidge Musser wouldn’t thank him. Surely, for her sake, his mind
repeated, it would have been better even to put old Ames straight, and
let one American meet Paris unaided. But Rufe had called for him in his
trouble, had mentioned the name of Cobden to the others.
One of the strangest things to Dicky now was that Pidge’s husband could
accept all this--somehow as if it were his due. Like a family affair.
Rufe seldom spoke of Pidge. Apparently getting back to New York meant
her; apparently they weren’t separated. Rufe had the most extraordinary
sense of taking her for granted. If he had any money or resources in
Paris, he didn’t let the fact be known. It was Dicky who purchased
his passage for New York. Again Dicky’s capacity for astonishment
was stretched, because Rufe seemed able to comfort himself with the
fact that he had it all coming. He had never been sick before. His
present infirmity was entirely engrossing. “I was gassed,” covered all
discrepancies of word and deed.
Back in his room, after packing Rufe aboard the steamer, Dicky found
himself nervous, tired and irritable. A servant came and took out the
extra bed Rufe had occupied. The place was stiller than ever, after
that--no moaning, no fears, no complaints; but it wasn’t all relief
as Dicky had fancied it would be. He missed something--the world was
so crazy anyway--something that had taken him out of himself for two
weeks; something at least, that had played upon a different set of
faculties. Suddenly it dawned upon him, though he couldn’t tell why,
that Pidge would be glad after all. If you play orderly and guardian
and benefactor to a child--of course you miss the wretch. And Pidge was
a woman, and she had said--what had she said, about there not being two
ways? Now Dicky felt better. There had not been two ways for him. The
chapter was ended at any rate....
Another event of this fall of 1918, so far as Dicky Cobden was
concerned, was the Armistice. You can tell how inactive hope had become
within him at this time, and within the breasts of tens of thousands
of others, when he hadn’t believed that any other than a state of war
could exist.
And finally, in December, six weeks after the Armistice, at the time
of the greatest rush in history for trans-Atlantic steamers, when
Dicky had about concluded that the quickest way home to New York would
be around by Asia, a _sepoy_ on leave crossed the city of Paris from
the cantonments in Lourdenvoie, and asked to see the American at the
_Garonne_.
“You are Richard Cobden?” the young Hindu said, when the room door was
closed.
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