"If you feel that way about it," Maurice said, putting his hand on the
other's arm, "you ought not to go in."
"I will go in."
"But obedience, Phil. Think what you were saying about the lecture."
"Nobody has forbidden me," Ashe responded defiantly. "I will go in. I
had made up my mind before I came. Oh, I shall do penance enough for
it; you need not be afraid of that. I shall suffer enough for it."
He started up the stairs, and Maurice followed blindly, full of
sympathy and dismay.
XXII
THE BITTER PAST
All's Well that Ends Well, v. 3.
They found the old woman in bed, attended by a slatternly half-grown
girl, who was reading by the dying light a torn and dirty illustrated
paper. There was little furniture in the chamber; merely the frowsy
bed, a bare table, a single broken chair besides the one in which the
girl was sitting. The floor was bare and dirty; one of the window-panes
was broken and stuffed with a bundle of paper. There were a rusty
stove, a few dishes on the shelf, a kettle and a tin tea-pot. On the
window-sill by the bed were a medicine bottle and a cup.
"How do you do, Mrs. Murphy?" Ashe asked. "Are you any better to-day?"
"No better, thank yer riverince. I'll never be better again. My back is
broke, and the pain in me is like purgatory already."
The slatternly girl laid her paper on her knees, but she neither rose
nor spoke. To Maurice she seemed to have an air of contempt.
"I am sorry to hear it, Mrs. Murphy," said Ashe. "I thought that I
would drop in and ask after you."
Maurice involuntarily glanced at him, surprised by the indifference of
the tone. Enlightened by the passionate words which had been spoken
below, he could see that Philip was preoccupied, and gave to the sick
woman no more than the barest semblance of attention. Ashe mechanically
inquired about Mrs. Murphy's wants, his thin cheeks glowing and his
eyes wandering about the room. He was apparently reacting the scene of
the fight, and presently he made a step or two backward, so that he
stood near the middle of the chamber. Here he took his stand, and
seemed to become lost in reverie.
"Might as well set," remarked the girl, looking toward the unoccupied
chair.
Maurice made a slight gesture inviting Philip to the seat; but Philip
remained where he was. Wynne realized that his companion must be
standing where he had supported Mrs. Fenton in his arms; and so
touching was the expression of Ashe's face that he felt his throat
contract. He turned away and looked out of the dim window over the
chimney-pots and the irregular roofs.
"I'm used to falls," the sick woman said. "I've had plenty of 'em. I
left a good home and them as was good to me, to be beat and starved,
and murdered in the end. Women are all like that. If a man asks 'em,
they're always ready to cut their own throats. Sorry was the day for me
I ever left old Miss Hannah."
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