He turned, and walked away quickly, not looking at Phil. He resolved
not to bother his head about this unchancy encounter. It was awkward,
and the fact that he had never confided in Ashe seemed to give to these
visits to St. Eulalia an air almost of under-handedness; but there was
nothing wrong, he told himself, and he would not be vexed at this
moment when he was full of delight at the probability of discovering
the missing will. He was certainly in no danger of becoming a Catholic.
He smiled to think how little likely he was to exchange the too strict
rule of the Clergy House for one which might be more rigid still. The
keen thought now was the remembrance of the wealth which he hoped soon
to possess.
"Phil, old man," he said joyously, "I believe I shall get Aunt Hannah's
money after all. I always felt that it belonged to me."
"Yes," Ashe replied, so dully that Maurice turned to him quickly.
"Come, Phil, don't answer me like that. What are you moping about?"
There was no answer for a moment. Maurice, full of a fresh vigor born
of the discovery of the afternoon, was yet rebuked by the silence of
his friend.
"Of course, Phil," he went on, "you know I don't mean anything unkind.
I am no end obliged to you for taking me there this afternoon. When we
go tomorrow"--
"I shall never go there again," Ashe interrupted.
"Nonsense! Why not?"
"I went to-day to say good-by to my sinful folly. I shall not go again."
A prickling irritation began to make itself felt in the mind of
Maurice. Even so slight a contact with the material realities of life
as this interest in the will had put him completely out of tune with
the monkish mood.
"Oh, stuff, Phil!" he exclaimed. "For heaven's sake don't be so morbid.
You talk like a mediaeval anchorite."
Ashe regarded him with a look of pain.
"It doesn't seem possible that this is you, Maurice."
"It is I," was the sturdy answer; "and it is I in a sane frame of mind,
old fellow. Come, it's no sin to be human; and as far as I can see
that's the only fault you've committed."
"Maurice," Ashe retorted in a voice of intense feeling, "have you
thrown away everything that we believe? Aren't you with us any more?"
The pronoun which seemed to separate him from the company to which his
friend belonged struck harshly on Maurice's ear. He felt himself being
forced to define for Philip thoughts which he had thus far declined to
define for himself.
"Phil," he said determinedly, "I insist that your way of looking at
this whole matter is morbid; and I won't get into a discussion with
you. I'm in too good spirits to let you upset them. To think I shall
get my property after all."
"But our lives are devoted to poverty."
Maurice turned upon his friend, more exasperated than he had ever been
with him before in the whole course of their lives.
"Look here, Phil," he declared, "if you want to be as mopish as a
mildewed owl yourself, that is no reason why you should try to make me
so too."
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