Northwick got up, and found the place empty of the men and dogs. A
woman, who looked like a half-breed, brought him his breakfast of fried
venison and bean-coffee; her little one held by her skirt, and stared at
him. He thought of Elbridge's baby that he had seen die. It seemed ages
ago. He offered the child a shilling; it shyly turned its face into its
mother's dress. The driver said, "'E do'n' know what money is, yet," but
the mother seemed to know; she showed her teeth, and took it for the
child. Northwick sat a moment thinking what a strange thing it was not
to know what money was; it had never occurred to him before; he asked
himself a queer question, What was money? The idea of it seemed to go to
pieces, as a printed word does when you look steadily at it, and to have
no meaning. It affected him as droll, fantastic, like a piece of
childish make-believe, when the woman took some more money from him for
his meals and lodging. But that was the way the world was worked. You
could get anything done for money; it was the question of demand and
supply; nothing more. He tried to think where money came in when he went
out to see Elbridge's sick boy; when Elbridge left the dead child to
drive him to the station. It was something else that came in there; but
that thing and money were the same, after all: he had proved his love
for his children by making money for them; if he had not loved them so
much he would not have tried to get so much money, and he would not have
been where he was.
His mind fought away from his control, as the sledge slipped along over
the frozen river again. It was very cold, but the full sun on his head
afflicted him like heat. It was the blaze of light that beat up from the
snow, too. His head felt imponderable; and yet he could not hold it up.
It was always sinking forward; and he woke from naps without being sure
that he had been asleep.
He intended to push through that day to Chicoutimi; but his start was so
late that it seemed to him as if they would never get to Haha Bay. When
they arrived, late in the afternoon, all sense of progress thither faded
away; it was as if the starting and stopping were one, or contained in
the same impulse. It might be so if he kept on eleven miles further to
Chicoutimi, but he would not be able to feel it so at the beginning; the
wish could involve its accomplishment only at the end. He said to
himself that this was unreasonable; it was a poor rule that would not
work both ways.
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