A few days later there came to Père Étienne a letter, which, when he
read it, superseded the interest in Northwick, which Bird felt gnawing
him like a perpetual hunger. It was from the curé at Rimouski, where
Père Étienne's family lived, and it brought word that his mother, who
had been in failing health all winter, could not long survive, and so
greatly desired to see him, that his correspondent had asked their
superior to allow him to replace Père Étienne at Haha Bay, while he came
to visit her. Leave had been given, and Père Étienne might expect his
friend very soon after his letter reached him.
"Where is Rimouski?" Northwick asked, when he found himself alone with
the priest that evening.
"It is on the St. Lawrence. It is the last and first point where the
steamers touch in going and coming between Quebec and Liverpool." Père
Étienne had been weeping, and his heart was softened and emboldened by
the anxiety he felt. "It is my native village--where I lived till I went
to make my studies in the Laval University. It is going home for me.
Perhaps they will let me remain there." He added, by an irresistible
impulse of pity and love, "I wish you were going home, too, Mr.
Warwick!"
"I wish I were!" said Northwick, with a heavy sigh. "But I can't--yet."
"This is a desert for you," Père Étienne pressed on. "I can see that. I
have seen how solitary you are."
"Yes. It's lonesome," Northwick admitted.
"My son," said the young priest to the man who was old enough to be his
father, and he put his hand on Northwick's, where it lay on his knee, as
they sat side by side before the fire, "is there something you could
wish to say to me? Something I might do to help you?"
In a moment all was open between them, and they knew each other's
meaning. "Yes," said Northwick, and he felt the wish to trust in the
priest and to be ruled by him well up like a tide of hot blood from his
heart. It sank back again. This pure soul was too innocent, too unversed
in the world and its ways to know his offence in its right proportion;
to know it as Northwick himself knew it; to be able to account for it
and condone it. The affair, if he could understand it at all, would
shock him; he must blame it as relentlessly as Northwick's own child
would if her love did not save him. With the next word he closed that
which was open between them, a rift in his clouds that heaven itself had
seemed to look through. "I have a letter--a letter that I wish you would
take and mail for me in Rimouski."
"I will take it with great pleasure," said the priest, but he had the
sadness of a deep disappointment in his tone.
Northwick was disappointed, too; almost injured. He had something like a
perception that if Père Étienne had been a coarser, commoner soul, he
could have told him everything, and saved his own soul by the
confession.
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