The bandsman ceased speaking, for he had to take his part again, as the
rear of the new regiment marched past with the mounted officers. Then
followed an ambulance waggon, the water-tub, two or three baggage
waggons, and half a dozen men who had fallen out on the march, all of
whom Dick saw as if it were part of a dream, which lasted, in a confused
way, as he and his companion joined their own regiment, took their place
at the head, and returned to their own quarters.
"Getting all right, again?" said the clarionet-player, as they stood
together in the barrack yard waiting to be dismissed.
"What is it? What's the matter?" asked Wilkins, sourly.
"Smithson sick, sir," was the reply.
The bandmaster looked at his principal flute curiously, but said
nothing.
The next minute they were dismissed, and Dick longed in vain for a place
where he could be alone, the only approach to it being the open window,
where, after the customary change of uniform and wash and clean, he sat
gazing out at the sky, but seeing no bright silvery clouds--nothing but
the face of that young officer and the old ruins down by the flooded
river; for it seemed to Dick Smithson that--in spite of what had been
written about midnight and the witching hour--he had seen a ghost, and
in the broad daylight, too.
He tried to cast the idea from him again and again, but that face would
return, wonderful in its resemblance, and at last a painful, feverish
fit came on; for the countenance he had that day gazed upon, and which
had impressed him so painfully, brought up all the old life which he had
tried so hard and successfully to forget.
"It's like a punishment to me, for trying to forget that which I ought
always to bear in mind," he said at last, with a sigh. "How horrible!
and how strange that two people could be so much alike!"
Dick played with the band in the mess-room that evening, and one or two
of his comrades told him he looked ill; but he laughed it off, and tried
to make them believe that the little fit of weariness was a mere
nothing. But his face told a different tale, and that night, when he
went to his bed, sleep refused to come; and to the accompaniment of his
comrades' heavy breathing--that being the most charitable term that can
be applied to it--he once more went over his old life at Mr Draycott's,
from his first entering the great coach's establishment up to the
morning he had left.
At last sleep came--a miserable, feverish slumber, from which he was
aroused by the _reveille_.
"There," he said to himself. "I shall be all right now," as he took his
dripping head out of the bowl of cold water, and felt refreshed by the
scrub he gave himself; but somehow he did not feel right. His head
burned, and he was glad to get out in the open air, in the hope that a
little exercise would clear his brain and drive away the cobweb-like
fancies which seemed to interfere with its working.
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