Church history -- Primitive and early church, ca. 30-600 -- Fiction
“Suffer little children to come unto Him and forbid them not,” he said,
“for of such is the Kingdom of Heaven, for our youth shall lead the
whole redeemed world.”
FOREWORD TO APPENDIX
As a child and later a student, I recall intensely disliking Paul. I
wasn’t quite sure he was a “crazy fanatic and self-hypnotized epileptic
and self-deceived, unconscious fakir,” which I have heard teachers of
youth in our colleges call him; terrible views for a child to hold about
a saintly character—I only set them down to show how wrong teaching can
color our version of the Bible—but I regarded him as fanatical, narrow,
crabbed, sour, domineering, eager to dragoon men into believing as he
did, whether by fear of Hell-fire, which seemed to me a cowardly
fire-insurance policy against retribution or by sheer force of will, I
had not decided. I distinctly disliked saints, whose milk of human
kindness had turned sour. Later, years later, when I came back to read
his life in the sacred records, as I would read with unprejudiced eyes
in the search for facts which we carry to the reading of an ordinary
life, I was amazed and staggered to find he was a small man, frail of
body, short-sighted, suffering some physical ailment from the
persecutions to which he had been subjected, fearless as a lion where
the faith was concerned, humble and simple as a child in other matters,
generous in money matters—see the loan to Philemon—so independent that
while he collected funds for famine in Jerusalem, he would never touch
those funds himself, but supported himself by the making of tents, for
which there was great demand owing to caravan travel being universal,
and so great of heart that his tenderness extended to a little slave
boy, who came to him in Rome and who ultimately became the youngest
bishop in the Christian Church in the third largest city of the Roman
Empire.
About this time I began reading the Bible as I would any other book, or
a newspaper editorial, critically but shorn of early beliefs and
prejudices. I read ignoring chapter divisions and verse divisions, which
too often have provided controversialists with bullets for
sharp-shooting in ambush by wresting sentences from context and meaning,
and using them as “the Devil quotes Scripture” for his own purposes; and
I can conceive of nothing that will restore belief quicker than to read
the Bible as a historical record of the birth and growth of a great
redemptive force for humanity—using redemption as a force in
present-day life, not in a far-away, vague shadowy Kingdom of the
Hereafter.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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