France -- History -- Louis XV, 1715-1774 -- Fiction
He began walking up and down the room, as if his restless heart could
not brook his body to stand still.
“What are you going to do with your life?” he asked abruptly.
It was Carola’s demand, as Luc instantly remembered with a sense of
pain.
“I wish to fulfil myself,” he answered. “I can do that by serving
France. I am in Paris now, waiting my chance.”
M. de Voltaire paused before the high white marble chimneypiece.
“In what way are you hoping to serve France?” he asked sharply.
Luc answered with a grave enthusiasm--
“I served in the army ten years, Monsieur, and unfortunately lost my
health during the retreat from Prague. It is now my ambition to enter
politics.”
The powerful eyes of M. de Voltaire narrowed and glittered.
“You know what the politics of France are? You know what kind of a
world this Paris is?”
Luc drew a deep breath; he thought of Carola, of M. de Richelieu, of
the young suicide of Versailles.
“Monsieur,” he replied earnestly, “my life has been passed in a kind
of seclusion, I being always with the army and often abroad, and I
have had little time even for meditation, and in truth I might well be
engulfed in this great world of which I know so little, and where I
have already experienced some falls, were it not that I have certain
thoughts, ideals so fixed that I cannot conceive them altering, and so
I _must_ go on.”
“Ah!” cried M. de Voltaire softly, “you will succeed; but not in the
way you think perhaps. Politics are poor scope after all.”
“Yet you are in them, Monsieur.”
“As I was in the Bastille!” flashed M. de Voltaire, “as I have been
everything and said everything and deceived them all--all the little
dolls who dance to whatever tune is played the loudest. I have been
many characters, I have laughed at all France, and now I am--Voltaire!
And all France steps to the pace I set--therefore I know something of
kings and queens and courtiers and beggars.” He paused and smiled,
laying his hand on his heart with a quick, passionate gesture. “I have
tried most weapons,” he continued, “and the pen is the most powerful
of all. Monseigneur, you have thought, you can express yourself--use
your pen to lift yourself above the age--write--write from your soul,
never heed what you know--write what you feel!”
Luc caught his breath.
“Monsieur--do you mean that I should write and--publish?”
“Yes.”
Luc flushed. Instinct, training, tradition were too powerful for even
M. de Voltaire’s fiery urgings to move. Though he struggled against
the impression he felt as if he had been insulted; then he laughed,
and the great man before whom he had stood abashed was swept with that
laugh on to a different plane. In the next perfectly courteous words
that Luc spoke, it was the Marquis addressing the attorney’s clerk.
“But, Monsieur, I am a gentleman,” he said simply.
M. de Voltaire looked at him for a moment of silence.
“Would you rather be such as M. de Richelieu or such as I?” he asked
at last.
Luc did not see the point.
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