France -- History -- Louis XV, 1715-1774 -- Fiction
“M. de Richelieu”--she spoke without heat or bitterness--“is now the
servant of Madame de la Poplinière, and M. Amelot, who was my friend,
has fallen. The Marquise de Pompadour has changed the face of the
Court; every post is now filled by her creatures. Besides, I was very
stupid in Austria--I was found out.”
Her horse shook his head and the bridle silver twinkled in the
stillness.
Luc asked her what she had once asked him--
“What are you going to do with your life?”
“I have made my choice.” Her answer was ready. “M. de Richelieu is
generous--he gives one--alternatives. I have an estate in Poland, my
husband’s estate. I could go there, with a pension--I could die--like
Madame de Chateauroux--I could go into a convent. I have decided on
the last.”
“Why?” asked Luc, leaning a little forward on his saddle.
“Because I am tired.” Her dark, heavy-lidded eyes were still clear
and steady. “You must not think that I am more holy than I ever was.
I have simply done what I meant to--come to the usual end--and I am
tired.”
“Will your religion console you for the loss of the world?” smiled Luc.
“Yes,” she answered swiftly. “Do you remember me in the chapel of St.
Wenceslas? I _believe_.”
“Are you putting this resolve in practice--at once?”
She answered in her old precise tones.
“I am journeying to a convent near Avignon which is under a certain
obligation to me. I was generous to them and they will be generous to
me.”
“Alone?” asked Luc gently. “You are travelling alone?”
She smiled.
“I had my page. He left me yesterday with most of my jewels. Yes, I am
alone. As you may remember, Monsieur, I am not afraid--of such things
as travelling alone.”
He did remember her in Bohemia, and a glow came into his heart.
“I think you have a fine courage, Madame.”
“Yes?” she assented indifferently. “There are so many kinds of
courage, are there not? I,” she added, “have been cowardly enough in
some things.”
Luc sat silent, looking down at the dark mane of his patient horse.
“You are to have your chance in the spring,” continued Carola. “I
am glad--and about Mademoiselle de Séguy. In great sincerity I
congratulate you. I believe and hope this lady will not disappoint
you.”
“I believe so also, Madame,” said Luc proudly.
Carola sighed.
“I am leaving Aix to-night,” she said. “Good-bye, Monsieur le Marquis.”
Luc took off his hat.
“Good-bye, Madame. I shall still think of our journey to Eger as
an--inspiration.”
“Thank you,” answered Carola.
She touched up her horse; and so it seemed that they were about to
part for ever, he journeying towards the dark gates of the town and
his brilliant future, she towards her convent and her obscure end. So
they would have parted had not a sudden sound checked them, made them
pause, drawn them once more together.
It was the imploring, weak wail of a child rising out of the empty
dusk. They both listened, and it was repeated.
“O God!” cried Carola, with sudden passion. “I have heard that cry in
dreams!”
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