France -- History -- Louis XV, 1715-1774 -- Fiction
He pressed his handkerchief to his lips and gave a little sigh, as if
what he had said and the force with which he had spoken exhausted him.
The Marquis stared at him with troubled eyes.
“Explain yourself, Luc. If you wish to go you shall--but----” he
paused, at a loss.
“I must go,” answered Luc. “I have not very long--not much time. Here
I merely let you watch me die.”
“Luc--Luc.”
“I must speak--forgive me again--you may think I go against my duty.”
The Marquis was crumpling the edge of the cloth in nervous fingers.
“What is the object of this resolution?” he demanded. “Tell me
clearly. I have a right to know.”
Luc answered steadily and sweetly--
“It is hard to pain you, Monseigneur, and before I speak I would
implore you to consider that I have not come to this resolution
without struggles--so intense, so bitter that I thought I could not
live and endure them.”
“You frighten me,” said the Marquis. “You always had a wild
heart--what has it prompted you to now?”
Luc bent his head.
“I know a man in Paris who is shaping the thought of France. I told
him once what I meant to do, what goal I set myself, and he gave me
advice that I rejected. Now other ways are closed to me I shall take
this. I think, after all, that he was right. I am going to Paris
to join this man and his friends--the people who are making the
future of France, of the world. They will help me to so live my last
years, to so express the thoughts that come to me that I may die not
utterly useless--perhaps even achieving that inward glory that is the
paradise of the soul.” His voice rose full and clear with emotion and
enthusiasm, and his marred eyes flashed with something of the old fire
the Luc of yester year had so often darted on the world.
The old Marquis sat very still. He looked grey, and hard, and massive;
his fine right hand clutched and unclutched on the table.
“Who is this man?” he asked.
Luc paused for a moment, then said, without fear or bravado--
“Voltaire.”
It was the first time that name had been mentioned in this house
without loathing or contempt; it was the first time M. de Vauvenargues
had heard it on the lips of his son. His face worked with passion: a
heavy flush stained his cheeks, and his eyes were almost hidden by his
over-hanging, frowning brows.
“You mean to leave Aix to become a follower of M. de Voltaire?” he
said in a low, trembling voice.
“Yes.”
“How--what do you mean to do?”
“I mean to collect my writings, to publish them--to write again.”
“How do you mean to live?”
“As they lived when they began.”
“And you will _write_?”
“Yes--I _must_.”
The Marquis rose, and his face was distorted.
“Have you forgotten that you are my son--my eldest son?”
“No.” Luc rose also, and stood fronting his father, the table between
them.
“And yet you propose to disgrace your blazon!”
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