France -- History -- Louis XV, 1715-1774 -- Fiction
Ah, well, in that case it would have been far better if he had died
with Hippolyte de Seytres in Prague or with Georges d’Espagnac among
the snow and darkness. And Carola--his highest thoughts had clung to
the vision of her very tenderly. But what did he know of her?
In the cold silence of the dawn he asked himself if he loved her,
if she was worthy to be loved; also what her eyes had said when she
raised them from the wallflower stalk she was turning about in her
long, expressive, smooth fingers.
He thought those eyes, so full of inspiration and courage and
eagerness, had said, “This is love--somewhere between us--shall we
find it or lose it?”
He trembled at the thought, which he had, till now, never dared
formulate; but he could not dismiss it. That look of hers had touched
his conception of her with fire. He now admitted to himself that
he had been stung keenly to see her wearing a jewel once in the
possession of M. de Richelieu; it caused him to think of the wretched
magician’s last words, addressed to the young Duke: “Beware of her
who comes from Bohemia!” He found himself wishing that she was neither
so wealthy nor so highly placed; yet it was no matter to him. If she
was worthy to be loved he could love her as Rudel loved the Lady of
Tripoli, and she need never know it even. He sternly checked his
thoughts. What did he know of her? She was a foreigner; her conduct
towards him had been always cold; and he--he had his place to find,
his way to make, his goal to achieve.
He closed the window and sat down rather wearily, resting his head
against the mullions. The little room was full of a melancholy light,
the furniture enveloped with heavy shadows. A large black crucifix
above the curtained bed showed distinct and gloomy; it recalled to
Luc the noble of the pavilion, with his horror of death, his distaste
of life, weighed down by the shadow of the Cross, blind to the roses,
yawning in the face of the moon.
He rose with a little shiver and began pacing up and down the room;
his old fierce yearning for his former life suddenly rushed over him.
He wanted to be away from all these people, out on the march again
with his beloved companions, Hippolyte and Georges.
He paused and clutched the back of a chair in his effort to control
this sudden passionate desire for the past, and fixed his eyes on the
square of lightening sky above the roofs that were slowly beginning to
take on colour and shape and shadow.
A decided but light knock at his door recalled him to commonplace
things. He glanced instinctively at the brass bracket clock near the
window; it was a little after three o’clock. He wondered who could be
rousing him at this hour, and almost persuaded himself that he had not
heard the knock, when it was repeated, firmly, twice.
The Marquis went to the door at once and opened it. Immediately
outside, half obscured by the dim shadows of the landing, was a young
man, fully dressed like himself.
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