France -- History -- Louis XV, 1715-1774 -- Fiction
“So it seems,”--she became slack and weary again, and the blood ebbed
from her face,--“and yet there was a chance for one not so nice about
his means.”
Luc raised his hand and let it fall.
“Before I go, tell me why you wished to help me. I cannot understand
why you should have any interest in one so different from your world.”
She buried her face in the cushions at the head of the sofa and did
not answer.
The room seemed very silent and remote to Luc; the dusty motes in the
sunbeams conveyed a sense of desolation; they seemed very far away
from the world. The windows looked on the neglected garden, and there
was not a sound from without.
He stared at the woman with the hidden face. His vision of a
flame-like purity, scornful of the world, yet kind, serene, and
lovely, was gone for ever, but towards this creature who was so brave,
so mysterious, yet so commonplace, so rare and yet so cheap, the tool
of party intrigue, the slave of men like M. de Richelieu, he felt a
cold pity, a cold tenderness, a disenchanted interest. She had been
slowly revealed to him from the moment that M. de Richelieu crossed
the long grass towards them; she was now as plain to him as she ever
could be. He did not regret so much this exposure of the uses to which
she had put her gift of lovely life, but the fact that she had been
able so long to fling a false glittering light over his own path.
But now he was completely free of her; this light was, as he had told
her, for ever quenched, and those higher, holier fires that were the
true objects of his devotion burnt the brighter and more gloriously.
She lifted her face; it was pale and marked on the cheek with a red
line from the rough bullion edging of one of the cushions.
“I wonder how you would judge me if you knew the whole truth?” she
said. There was a weakness in this that yet further cast her outside
his sympathies.
“Neither you nor I know the whole truth of anything,” he answered.
“You are too courteous.” Her voice had sunk to a trembling whisper.
She seemed very angry. “Why do you not tell me to my face that you
think yourself degraded by my mere presence? Dear God, I wonder where
you will find the woman you imagine! You are too severe for this
frivolous age!”
Her delicate railing meant nothing to him; he felt as he had felt in
the Governor’s house at Avignon--like one who has been diverted from
his path, and is anxious to return to it. He took up his beaver and
his green cloak.
His serenity seemed to exasperate her almost beyond endurance; she
sat up on the sofa, and the crystal heart depending from her bosom
shuddered with her distressed breaths.
“What have I done to you?” she asked frantically. “What have I done to
you? Never heed others--what have I done to _you_?”
He answered her gently.
“In truth, nothing. I shall never have anything to say against
you--why should I?”
She eyed him keenly and made another attempt to get within his guard.
“Why do you refuse my help?”
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