The Quest of the Simple LifeDawson, W. J. (William James)
Philosophy
The Quest of the Simple Life
Dawson, W. J. (William James)
Country life
The first sensation of the man suddenly exiled from cities is a kind of
bewildering homelessness in Nature. He is confronted with a
spaciousness that knows no limit. He treads among voids. He
experiences an almost unendurable sense of infinity. He can put a
bound to nothing that he sees; it is a relief to the eye to come upon a
wall or a hedge, or any kind of object that implies dimension. There
is something awful in the glee or song of birds; it seems irrational
that with wings so slight they should dare heights so profound. All
sense of proportion seems lost. After being accustomed for many years
to think of himself as in some sense a figure of importance in the
universe, a man finds himself unimportant, insignificant, a little
creature scarce perceptible a mile away. I came once upon some human
bones lying exposed on the side of an old earthwork on the summit of a
hill; heavy rains had loosened the soil, and there lay these painful
relics in the cold eye of day. Two thousand years ago, or more, spears
had clashed upon this hillside, living men had gone to final rest amid
their blood; and it came upon me with a sense of insult how little man
and all his battles counted for in the limitless arena of the world.
The brute violence of winds and tempests had swept these hills for
centuries; and he whose lordship of the world is so loudly trumpeted,
had lain prone beneath this violence, unremembered even by his fellows.
I understood in that moment that affecting doctrine of the nothingness
of man, which coloured mediaeval thought so strangely: like the monk of
the cloister I also had before me my _memento mori_. But in truth I
did not need the bones of dead warriors to humble me; the mere space
and stillness of the world sufficed. My ear ached for some sound more
rational than the cry of blind winds, my eye for some narrower stage
than this tremendous theatre, where an army might defile unnoticed. In
such a mood the desire of neighbourship grows keen. One is cheered
even by the comradeship of his own shadow. It becomes necessary to
talk aloud merely to gain assurance that one lives. So ghost-like
appears man's march across the fields of Time, that some active
expression of physical sensation becomes imperative, in order to
recover evidence of one's physical existence; and thrice welcome, like
the violence offered to the half-drowned, is any kind of buffet which
breaks the dream, and sets the nerves tingling in the certainty of
contact with men who breathe and live.
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