“Your changed fortunes!” interrupted Randall. “Are your fortunes to-day
different from what they were yesterday?”
Menie paused. “It is only a very poor pride which would conceal it from
you,” she said at length. “Yes, they are different. Yesterday we had
enough for all we needed--to-day we have not anything. You will see how
entirely our circumstances are changed; and I hope you will see too,
Randall, without giving either of us the pain of mentioning them, all
the reasons which make it prudent for us, without prolonging the
conflict longer, to say good-by. Good-by; I can ask nothing of you but
to forget me, Randall.”
And Menie held out her hand, but could not lift her eyes. Her voice had
sunk very low, and a slight shiver of extreme self-constraint passed
over her--her head drooped lower and lower on her breast--her fingers
played vacantly with the glistening leaves; and when he did not take it,
her hand gradually dropped and fell by her side.
There was a moment’s silence--no answer--no response--no remonstrance.
Perhaps, after all, the poor perverse heart had hoped to be overwhelmed
with love which would take no denial: as it was, standing before him
motionless, a great faintness came upon Menie. She could vaguely see the
path at her feet, the trees on either hand. “I had better go, then,”
she said, very low and softly; and the light had faded suddenly upon
Menie’s sight into a strange ringing twilight, full of floating motes
and darkness--and those few paces across the lawn filled all her mind
like a life-journey, so full of difficulty they seemed, so weak was she.
Go quickly, Menie--quickly, ere those growing shadows darken into a
blind unguided night--swiftly, ere these faltering feet grow powerless,
and refuse to obey the imperative eager will. To reach home--to reach
home--home, such a one as it is, lies only half-a-dozen steps away;
press forward, Menie--are those years or hours that pass in the journey?
But the hiding-place and shelter is almost gained.
When suddenly this hand which he would not take is grasped in his
vigorous hold--suddenly this violent tremble makes Menie feel how he
supports her, and how she leans on him. “I am going home,” said Menie,
faintly. Still he made no answer, but held her strongly, wilfully; not
resisting, but unaware of her efforts to escape.
“I have wherewith to work for you, Menie,” said the man’s voice in her
ear. “What are your changed fortunes to me? If you were a princess, I
would receive you less joyfully, for you would have less need of me.
Menie, Menie, why have you tried yourself so sorely--and why should
this be a cause of separating us? I wanted only you.”
And Menie’s pride had failed her. She hid her face in her hands, and
cried, “My mother, my mother!” in a passion of tears.
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