Was Menie reassured? It was not easy to tell; for very new to Menie
Laurie was this trembling humility of tone and look--this faltering and
wavering--as if she knew not to which side to turn. But Randall began to
speak, as he knew how, of her own self, and of their betrothing, “for
ever and for ever;” and the time these words were said came back upon
her with new power. Her mind was not satisfied, her heart was not
convinced, and very trembling and insecure now was her secret response
to Randall’s declaration that she should find no disappointment in him;
but her heart was young, and all unwilling to give up its blithe
existence. Instinctively she fled from her own pain, and accepted the
returning hope and pleasantness. Bright pictures rose before Menie, of a
future household harmonious and full of peace--of the new love growing
greater, fuller, day by day--the old love sacred and strong, as when it
stood alone. Why did she fear? why did a lurking terror in her heart cry
No, no! with a sob and pang? After all, this was no vain impracticable
hope; many a one had realised it--it was right and true for ever under
the skies; and Menie put her hand upon the arm of her betrothed, and
closed her eyes for a moment with a softening sense of relief and
comfort, and gentle tears under the lids. Let him lead forward; who can
tell the precious stores of love, and tenderness, and supreme regard
that wait him as his guerdon? Let him lead forward--on to those bright
visionary days--in to this peaceful home.
CHAPTER XXI.
Perhaps next to the pleasure of doing all for those we love best, the
joy of receiving all ranks highest. With her heart elate, Menie went in
again to the house she had left so sadly--went in again, looking up to
Randall, rejoicing in the thought that from him every daily gift--all
that lay in the future--should henceforth come. And if it were well to
be Menie’s mother--chief over one child’s heart which could but
love--how much greater joy to be Randall’s mother, high in the reverent
thought of such a mind as his! Now there remained but one difficulty--to
bring the mother and the son lovingly together--to let no misconception,
no false understanding, blind the one’s sight of the other--to clear
away all evil judgment of the past--to show each how worthy of esteem
and high appreciation the other was. She thought so in her own simple
soul, poor heart! Through her own great affection she looked at
both--to either of them _she_ would have yielded without a murmur her
own little prides and resentments; and the light of her eyes suffused
them with a circle of mingling radiance; and sweet was the fellowship
and kindness, pure the love and good offices, harmonious and noble the
life of home and every day, which blossomed out of Menie Laurie’s heart
and fancy, in the reaction of her hopeless grief.
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