And Mrs Laurie is something hard to be conciliated. Mrs Laurie is much
inclined to resent this softening of manner as half an insult to her
change of fortune. Patience, Menie! though your mother rebuffs him, he
bears it nobly. The cloud will not lighten upon her brow--cannot
lighten--for you do not know how heavily this wistful look of yours,
this very anxiety to please her--and all your transparent wiles and
artifices--your suppressed and trembling hope, strikes upon your
mother’s heart. “She will go away--she will leave me.” Your mother says
so, Menie, within herself; and it is so hard, so very hard, to persuade
the unwilling content with that sad argument, “It is for her good.” Now,
draw your breath softly lest she hear how your heart beats, for Randall
has asked her to go to the garden with him, to speak of this; and Mrs
Laurie rises with a sort of desolate stateliness--rises--accepts his
offered arm, and turns away--poor Menie!--with an averted face, and
without a glance at you.
And now there follows a heavy time--a little space of curious restless
suspense. Wandering from window to window, from table to table; striking
a few notes on the ever-open piano; opening a book now, taking up a
piece of work then, Menie strays about, in an excitement of anxiety
which she can neither suppress nor conceal. Will they be friends? such
friends--such loving friends as they might be, being as they are in
Menie’s regard so noble and generous both? Will they join heartily and
cordially? will they clasp hands upon a kindly bargain? But Menie
shrinks, and closes her eyes--she dares not look upon the alternative.
“Menie, will you not sit down?” Little July Home follows Menie with her
eyes almost as wistfully as Menie follows Randall and her mother. There
is no answer, for Menie is so fully occupied that the little timid voice
fails to break through the trance of intense abstraction in which her
heart is separated from this present scene. “Menie!” Speak louder,
little girl: Menie cannot hear you, for other voices speaking in her
heart
So July steals across the room with her noiseless step, and has her arm
twined through Menie’s before she is aware. “Come and sit down--what are
they speaking about, Menie? Do you no hear me? Oh, Menie, is it our
Randall? Is it his blame?”
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