"Send him here when he comes in. And now, Kitty, go. I have business
to do."
Lady Kitty went to the door slowly, and, as she turned the handle,
looked back at the tall figure standing in the middle of the room.
Something in the attitude smote her. She went back impulsively, and
flung her arms round Lady Jane.
"If you love me at all as you loved me yesterday, be comforted," she
cried. "I know it all came through your love for me, and my wretched
deceit, and I shall always love you, always."
She could not say if there was an answering caress.
"Things will come right," she whispered, "and Anthony will forget
his anger. We have all need of forgiveness."
"I shall never ask Anthony's," said Lady Jane. "And I do not pretend
to repent. But he will marry that man's daughter in spite of me, and
I shall be punished. Go now, Kitty. If Anthony has come in, send him
to me."
Lady Kitty went. As the door closed behind her, after a last glimpse
of the erect figure, she had an odd fancy about a picture she
remembered to have seen of a ship going down at sea with all its
flags flying.
CHAPTER XIV.
"IT IS TOO LATE."
But as the days passed the happiness which Pamela had expected did
not come. Perhaps at first the atmosphere of approval in which she
lived made a species of false happiness; but in a very short space
of time things became workaday, and the future, with a husband old
enough to be her father, showed itself naked of glamour.
Her soul was loyal to her betrothed, though her heart betrayed
her. She kept perpetually within her sight his unselfishness, his
patience, his simple-mindedness, his devotion. And yet, if her
bridegroom were to be no paladin at all, but a certain ordinary
young gentleman of ordinary good looks and good qualities, instead
of Lord Glengall, how wildly happy she could have been! It was
something she dared not think upon--what might have been, instead of
what was going to be.
It was another hot summer, and Pamela's step grew languid, and her
eyes had heavy rings about them. Her white cheeks, that were so firm
and full of health, lost something of their glow.
She spurred herself up to be brisk and cheerful, and apologised for
her flagging energy with accusations against the weather. And all
the time Lord Glengall watched her with the anxiety of a loving dog
in his eyes.
They were to be married at the beginning of September, to have a
month's honeymoon at Killarney, and then to take Mr. Graydon abroad,
that so he might escape the damp of the Irish winter.
In August, Pamela was to go to Dublin to see about her frocks. They
were not to be very many nor very magnificent. Afterwards, said her
bridegroom, there would be a visit to Paris, and plenty of shopping.
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