Pamela loved pretty things as well as any girl, and none the less
because they had never been within her reach. But now her interest
in such matters seemed feeble. The times when she derived a certain
quiet happiness from her engagement were when she talked with Lord
Glengall about what was to be done for the others.
"Is there nothing for yourself, Pam?" he asked once; "you never ask
for anything for yourself."
And then he stroked the soft pale cheek with a loving finger, and
the concern in his eyes grew deeper.
Once he said to Pamela that he wished it were all done, and that
he was free to take care of her; but as he said it, putting a
protecting arm about her, he felt a quick shudder run through her.
"What is it, Pam?" he asked anxiously.
"Someone walking on my grave," said Pamela lightly.
"Don't talk about such things, child," he implored. "You have all
your life, the life that I am going to endeavour to make so happy,
before you. What have you to do with graves?"
And yet another time he said to her that he could almost wish that
he might give her his love and his care and his fortune without
marriage.
"I suppose I couldn't adopt you, Pam?" he said lightly, yet his mood
was a serious one.
"Ah! don't talk about such things," said Pam, in her turn, and her
heart was sore lest she had grieved him. "No girl could have a
happier fate than to be your wife."
And since she felt what she said for the moment she contrived to set
his fears at rest.
It was the most humdrum betrothal from the point of view of young
and romantic persons. Lord Glengall was no ardent wooer. His manner
was more the manner of a father than of a lover, and his moments
of greatest contentment were only marked by a deeper quiet. While
Pam and he were much together, their talk, unlike the talk of
young lovers, was of everything but themselves. Lord Glengall had
plans for the disposal of the great wealth he had brought from the
gold-fields; but they were plans in which personal ambition had no
share.
Mr. Graydon was still languid after his illness, and during those
summer days a great quietness seemed to have descended upon
Carrickmoyle.
"Sorra's in it!" said Bridget, complaining. "'Tis as if there wasn't
a bit of young life about the place. 'Tis more like as if there was
goin' to be a funeral thin a weddin'."
"I'll tell you what, Miss Sylvia," she protested to her prime
favourite; "there's one-legged Grady the gardener, above at his
Lordship's, an' his mouth is dry axin' me. I declare I'll take him,
if only to make a bit av a stir. They say he used to bate the first
wife wid the wooden leg, but he'll not look crooked at me, never
fear."
Sylvia, too, shared in the depressing quiet, and even the dogs lay
and blinked all day in the hot sun, and were too lazy to go out on
the bog for a dip in the icy-cold water.
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