"My poor Pam!"
"Ah!" cried Pamela sobbing. "Don't try to turn me back. Because I am
unhappy, and a burden to myself, would you forbid me making another
person happy, and he one worthy of all happiness?"
"It is not too late, Pam."
"It is too late. And here is Sylvia. See how punctual she is. She
grudges me this half-hour alone with you."
Sylvia looked curiously at her sister's haggard and tear-stained
eyes, but made no comment. She had little sympathy with Pamela's
languid looks this summer. She was one who had never felt a wound,
and so had scant comprehension of the troubles of her sister, whose
lot, indeed, she considered a highly desirable one.
After a few minutes Pamela stood up and took her leave.
She went by the shady paths through the woods, and Pat, who had
accompanied her, scurried hither and thither in pursuit of many
a pair of bright eyes and many a white scut. She was in no hurry
to get home. After the disturbance of her conversation with Miss
Spencer, she dreaded the meeting with her _fiancé_.
It had been a shock to her to learn that, if she had not been
so precipitate, her father would still have been safe; for Miss
Spencer's life was to be counted by weeks, and Sylvia's tenderness
for him could be trusted.
The green glades of the wood were exquisite. She looked about
her--at the roof of branches against the blue-and-white sky, at the
green moss, dotted with harebells, and flecked by broad patches of
sunlight on its velvety shade. The birds were singing their last
love-songs, and the wood was full of the music of many waters.
Ah! With an overwhelming revulsion of feeling it came upon the girl
that if she were only free, with her life in her hands, the beauty
of the free world were, as Miss Spencer had said, paradise enough.
If she were but free, if she were but free!
She had come to the Wishing Well in the wood. She put up her hand to
her throat. Round it was a slender little chain of jewels and gold
which Lord Glengall had given her. It was choking her.
She took it off stealthily, and laid it on the moss at her feet.
Then she took a bracelet--his gift also--from her arm. Then she drew
off her engagement ring of diamonds and emeralds, and added it to
the glittering heap. If only she could remove those other bonds as
easily! And all the time she hated herself for the wish.
Mechanically she stooped down, and, taking the water in her hand,
drank of it. She wished she might forget what had happened here, and
the poisoned sweetness of glances and words during those months of
last winter.
"I must forget--I must forget," she wailed, half aloud. "It lasted
such a little while. There was no time for it to take hold upon my
life."
And then her hands fell to her side, for there was a quick step
beside her, and, turning, she saw Anthony Trevithick.
CHAPTER XV.
THE WOOD OF STRANGE MEETINGS.
"Pamela!"
He had come back, and his eyes and his voice were full of fire.
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