How could she know that if she had made an advance the man would
have gladly, most gladly, responded? A few minutes after he lifted
his head, and, had she been there, she would have seen that the face
was full of passion, and on it were deeply drawn lines of pain.
In the meanwhile she bent over her little one's cot, and, kissing
the tiny face, which was flushed with sleep, she whispered, "Ah, my
little Toddlelums! if daddy only loved me as he loves his boy, I
would be content to die this minute, even if I had to leave you, my
baby, behind."
[Illustration: She stood with her eyes riveted on the figure at the
table.]
And yet, after all the passionate feeling of the night, when
morning came they met--outwardly, at least--with the usual cool
indifference in their bearing towards each other. At breakfast
Toddlelums was with them in his white pinafore, seated on a high
chair which was drawn up very close to the table.
"Mammie," he said, "may nurse take me down to the river to play with
Frankie Darrel this afternoon? We want to swim our boats."
"Yes, dear, but you must swim them in the shallow part."
"And don't get too near the edge, old chap. Remember, if you roll
in, daddy won't be there to fetch you out, and you'll be gobbled up
by the little fishes."
Toddlelums was looking at his father with great, round eyes.
"Gobbled up by the little fishes?" he echoed; but his father did not
hear, for he was saying in an undertone to his wife, "Tell nurse to
be careful; the river is swollen after the rain."
Afternoon came, and off went Toddlelums, carrying in his arms a boat
with big, white sails, while the young mother threw kisses to him as
she drove away in the carriage.
Ah, little Toddlelums, go your way, sail your small craft!
Unconsciously, you will guide it through the deep waters, but the
land will be reached at last!
* * * * *
It was evening, and Grace Millroe, entering the hall on her return
from her drive, found her husband standing at the foot of the stairs
apparently waiting for her, with a look on his face which she had
never seen there before. He made no movement, one hand clutched the
balustrade with a tight grip, and twice his drawn lips opened to
say words which refused to come. She rushed to his side--she clung
to his arm, while the fair face, working with some wild, fearful
emotion, looked imploringly into his. "Edgar, what is it? What is
the matter?"
[Illustration: "Daddy, you do love mammie, don't you?"]
"It is----"
"It is Toddlelums. Oh, Edgar! for mercy's sake, don't say it is
Toddlelums!" and her hold tightened on his arm.
He turned his head away, for he could not bear to see the agony on
her face.
"Yes, Grace, it is Toddlelums. He fell into the water, but--ah!
don't look like that--he may live yet, the doctors are doing their
best for him."
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