Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction
Before they left, Uncle Waffles took Peter aside and borrowed
two-and-sixpence in a whisper. So the tea was quite expensive. Perhaps
the ease with which he had contrived to borrow had something to do with
the heartiness of his invitation that they should drop in whenever they
were passing.
That evening, when Glory came to bid Peter good-night, she asked,
“You'll take me again, won't you. He's--I don't think he's happy.”
Peter dragged his thoughts away from his work. “Don't you? Perhaps Mr.
Widow isn't tremendously cheerful company. Of course I'll take you.”
His eyes were going back to his books. Glory hesitated at the door,
saw that he had forgotten her and slipped out. There was a song about a
rooted tree and a winged bird; had he looked up at that moment and seen
her expression, he might have remembered it.
CHAPTER XXXVI--THE SPREADING OF WINGS
He might have been setting out for Australia or to explore Tibet, they
made such a final matter of his going. The way in which he was waited
on, considered and admired brought to his remembrance those early days
when he had been sent to Miss Rufus to be cured of his 'magination.
“But motherkins, dearest, Oxford's only sixty miles--a two hours'
journey. I can write to you the last thing at night and you can be
reading me next morning at breakfast.”
Nan shook her head. “It's the spreading of wings, Peter--the first
flight from the nest. You'll come back, of course; but always more
rarely.”
She foresaw in this first departure, all the other departures that lay
ahead. The day was coming when she would be left alone. She pictured
herself as old and grayheaded, sitting listening to phantom footsteps
of memories which passed and repassed, but never brought the living
presence. Already she tasted the bitterness of the woman who, having
been first, must learn to be second in the affections of those who were
part of her body. Kay and Peter were growing up. They would soon have
their secrets--their interests which she could not share. They would
marry and enter her house as visitors. She pictured all that; the
spreading of wings had commenced.
When Peter had been a little boy at Sandport, certain lines had driven
the tears into her eyes with their wistful yearning. They were often on
her lips now:
“Oh, to come home once more, when the dusk is falling,
To see the nursery lighted and the children's table spread;
'Mother, mother, mother!' the eager voices calling,
'The baby was so sleepy that she had to go to bed.'”
Already the inexorable law of change had taken her babies from her, and
soon----. There would come a day when the rooms would be empty; her
home would become again what it was before she had entered it--merely a
house.
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