Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction
Had he cared, he might have pictured to himself the other adventurers
he had known, who had ridden out in the same brave belief that life was
romantic: Jehane, who had looked from the window across the street and
had beckoned with her eyes, only to give a husband to another woman;
Ocky Waffles, who had come to her as the feeble substitute for the
nobility she had coveted; his mother and father for whom, despite its
kindness, life had proved a pedestrian affair. But, on his first night
in this city of dreamers, he saw, stretching away below him, wide
landscapes of illusion. There was so much to do, so much to experience,
so much to dare. The spreading of wings had brought him to a crag from
which he viewed, not the catastrophe of sunsets, but the riot of
morning boiling up against cloud-precipices and pouring ensaffroned
and clamorous across the world. He saw only the glory of its challenge,
nothing of its threat.
In the weeks that followed his belief in the marvelousness of mere
living was quickened. The head and shoulders of the marvel were that,
for the first time, he was lord of his own existence. Like God, he could
create himself. Mr. Thing, the tutor-bird, advised him, in a sneering
tone of voice, that he had a chance of a first in Honor Mods. Mr. Thing
had become embittered by past experience with other brilliant students.
“If you don't take to drink and to yowling like a cat of nights, you may
do it, Mr. Barrington. But I expect you'll run wild like the rest.”
Peter was claimed by Roy Hardcastle, the captain of the boats. His
breadth and height, and slightness of hip marked him as a potential
oarsman. Every afternoon he ran down through the meadows to the barges,
there to be tubbed and sworn at by the coaches. He rowed in the Junior
Fours as stroke and won his race. He was chosen as stroke for the
Toggers--after that his career as an athlete was settled. Calvary men
began to prophesy a rowing future for him. He noticed that men, not
of his own college, paused on the bank to watch his style as his eight
swung by.
The keenness of Oxford life awoke him to his powers; the contempt in
which slackers were held spurred him forward. He had never been called
upon to test his personality in competition with others. The experience
took him out of himself, but beneath externals he remained the same
simple-hearted, compassionate idealist. He was different from other men,
and other men knew it. Perhaps it was that he was uncivilized, as
the golden woman had told him--uncivilized in the sense of being
unsophisticated and intense. Perhaps it was that his standards were
pitched high, and that he was chivalrous in his attitude of cleanness
toward himself. At all events, it never entered his head that the sowing
of wild oats was a legitimate employment. Men stopped talking about
certain adventures when he was present.
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