Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction
“Oh, aren't they!” She flicked at the leaders so that they leapt like
stags. “You're young; you need civilizing. You don't know nothin', as
that sailorman would say. How many marriages are made for love? They're
made because women are kind. Many a woman marries because she can listen
to a man talking all about himself without letting him see that she is
bored by it. Happiness is the only reality; and love--love's almost,
almost a delusion.”
Peter looked at her quietly. She could say jaded things like that
when she was made so beautifully--when everyone turned to look after
her--when the finest man in the world would give his life to save her
from pain! What had God done with the years of her life? She never
looked any older. And she wasn't grateful. Perhaps, after all, Harry was
right--all her goodness had been put into the perfection of her body,
and her soul had suffered.
She was aware that his eyes rested on her in judgment. She tried to
refrain from the impulse. Turning, she flashed on him a sudden smile.
“Too bad to say things like that to you--you who hope for so much from
life! What's the trouble?”
“I was thinking.”
“Thinking?”
He spoke slowly, “That love only seems a delusion to people who refuse
to be loving.”
A common-land sprang up; geese wandered across it. Evening was falling
early, washing colors from the landscape, blurring everything with its
watery light. The sky stooped near to earth, threatening to tumble,
monstrous with bulging clouds.
They drew up at the inn at Gerrard's Cross. Peter climbed down to
stretch his legs while the horses were being changed. He found his
friends gathered about a timetable, peering over the shoulders of the
man who held it.
“We're not going to manage it,” one was saying. “There's another storm
brewing. Besides, we're not making haste--going as leisurely as if we
had all the day before us. Nothing for it, we'll have to drop off and go
back by train.”
“There's a train leaving here in half an hour,” said the man who held
the time-table. “I'm going to catch it. Getting sent down just before
your Finals isn't good enough.” Harry interrupted. “Before we decide
anything, we'd better go out and speak to her.”
The case was explained to the golden woman. They were most awfully
sorry. It wasn't very gallant conduct on their part; but what other
choice had they? Wouldn't she leave the horses and the guard at the inn,
and come back with them to Oxford? Or could they see her on the train
to Paddington? Having told the guard to go on with the harnessing, she
listened to them quietly. When they had finished she said, “Peter and
I are going to drive to London. You're willing to take a chance, aren't
you, Peter?”
He broke into his boyish laugh. “It'll be sport. I'll chance it.”
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