Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction
During those brief minutes while the sun fell lower, she re-enacted all
the joys and bewilderments which had been their childhood. Now they were
playing in the garden at Topbury. Now riding out to the Happy Cottage
on the tandem trike. Once it was a flowered meadow; she was trying
to whistle. His startled question of long ago went unspoken. Only her
tearful protest gave the clue to her wandering, “I never heard it,
Peter--truly--never. I made it up out of my own head.”
For one thing which she said he had no picture, “Not on my lips. They're
for the man I marry.”
He buried his face. It was intolerable. “My God, I can't bear it.” Love
and marriage--she spoke of them; she would never know them.
Lying there so stilly, while death crept through her body, she seemed
uncannily sensitive to all that happened in his mind. She knew that
something she had said had hurt him.
Her delirium went from her. “Softy me, Peter, like you used to; I shan't
be afraid then.”
He leant his face against her hair, his cheek touching hers. She lifted
her hand and stroked him comfortingly.
Was she wandering? He couldn't tell. Her eyes were wide, gazing into a
great distance. “In heaven they are all--all serious.” Feeling him touch
her, she was filled with a wistful regret. “Beautiful warm flesh and
blood.”
She tried to turn her head. He raised himself over her.
449
It seemed that her sight had returned. He forced himself to smile lest
she should take fright at his crying.
“In heaven they are all--all----.”
He listened for her breath.
With unexpected strength, she fastened her arms about his neck and drew
herself up.
“Listen. Listen.”
She was staring through the open window to where a red spark smoldered
on the edge of the sea-line----. A sighing of wind across water! From
far away, whistling--a little air, happy and haunting, trilled over and
over! It was like a shepherd calling.
Her lips broke into a smile. “Beloved, I hear----.”
She drooped against his breast. The whistling grew fainter. The red
spark was quenched. The longest day was ended.
CHAPTER XLVII--“THEIR VIRGINS HAD NO MARRIAGE-SONGS; AND THEY THAT COULD SWIM----”
In the first stabbing sense of loss he hoped that he had caught the
contagion and might die. Life without her was unthinkable. Then, through
very excess of grief, his feelings became blunted. It seemed impossible
that he would ever again fear or expect.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account