Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction
Miss Lydia Rufus was a prim person. Judging from her appearance one
would have said that in her case virtue was compulsory through lack
of opportunity. And yet she had had her “accident”--that was how she
referred to it in conversations with her Maker. No one in Sandport, save
herself and God, knew about it. It had happened ten years before Peter
became her pupil. The “accident” had been born anonymously, as one might
say, and had been brought up _incognito_. After the first unavoidable
preliminaries for which her presence was indispensable, she and the
“accident” had separated. She hardly ever dared to see it, for she
was alone in the world and had her living to earn--to do that one must
appear respectable.
For a woman of such bristling righteousness to have been so yielding as
to have had an “accident” was almost to her credit: it was in the nature
of a _tour de force_, like sword-swallowing, passing a camel through the
eye of a needle or any other form of occult acrobatics. It was a miracle
in heart-magic. And often in the night her heart went out in longing for
the child whom she dared not acknowledge. In her soul, which most people
regarded as an ice-house, a sanctuary was established with an altar of
mother-love, on which the candles of yearning were kept burning. This
chapter in her secret history would never have been mentioned had she
not made Peter the proxy of her “accident,” because he was ten and
because he was handsome.
It was lucky for Peter. Her usual attitude toward children was one of
condemnation. She expiated her own sin by uprooting the old Adam from
the hearts of her pupils. In her vigor and diligence she often uprooted
flowers. For the rest, she was a High Church woman, wore elastic-sided
boots and never permitted anything to be placed on a Bible. Her system
of education was one of moral straight-jackets.
Peter found himself in a cramped new house, in a raw new street, on the
outskirts of a jerry-built town. The wind seemed always to be blowing
and, in whichever direction he walked, he always came to sand. It was
as though this place had been planted in a desert that escape might
be impossible. Twenty other little boys, about his own age, were his
fellow-captives. When the school was marched out, walking two abreast,
with Miss Rufus sternly bringing up the tail of the procession, he would
meet other crocodiles of boys and girls, sedately parading, followed
by their warders. These public promenades were a part of the school's
advertisement; deportment was strictly observed. Sandport, as Peter knew
it, was a settlement for convict-children.
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