The Railway Man and His ChildrenOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Railway Man and His Children
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Children of the rich -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Forgery -- Fiction; Scotland -- Fiction; Social classes -- Fiction
“Well,” said Marion, with a certain satisfaction, “you see then, just as
I do. We must get ourselves well into what we have, for we never can go
back to what we were. And the only way that we can do it is by----” She
broke off with a little laugh. “You can find it out for yourself, but
you need not put a spoke into another person’s wheel. I am not saying
that Eddy Saumarez will be of any consequence in the end. Maybe I will
not care to know them after I have been to court. I will not commit
myself, you may be sure. I will aye have a way of escape, if I should
change my mind. But it was just silly beyond measure to give him a story
about Aunty Jane. He will take her off, and make everybody laugh. You
can see yourself how he makes fun, and takes everybody off. That is what
amuses people, and makes them ask him. He could make it very funny about
Aunty Jane. Oh, I know all they say, and I’m getting to understand. If
you can tell them stories, and keep them laughing, it’s all they think
of. And you to give him the occasion with poor Aunty Jane!”
“He had better not let me hear him say a word about Aunty Jane,” said
Archie, between his closed teeth.
“Oh, he’ll not let you hear him,” said Marion. She was altogether
unconscious of the fact that Eddy took herself off with perfect effect,
so that even Mrs. Rowland had difficulty in looking severe enough.
Archie went to join the party in the smoking-room after this
conversation, with more uneasiness than ever. He was not quite clear
about his sister’s meaning. Marion was too far-seeing, too full of
calculations for her brother. He had himself his own thoughts: but they
were of a very different turn from hers. Rosamond Saumarez was to Archie
a being of a different species from himself or any one belonging to him.
It had not occurred to him that he could appropriate this beautiful
lady, and make life more possible by her means. She was still upon her
pedestal, a thing apart, a being to be remotely admired, scarcely even
as yet worshipped: for in worship itself there is a certain
appropriation, and his imagination had not gone so far as that, had not
ventured to use any pronoun of possession, even with goddess attached to
it. In no way had he imagined that she could ever be his, but always
something beyond reach, as superior to him as heaven is to earth. The
impression she produced upon him was subduing, rather than exciting. To
think that there could be such a distance between him and any other
human creature, as there was between him and Rosamond, doubled the
mystery and awe of the world on the threshold of which he was standing,
to the disturbed and unsatisfied mind of the boy-man, so rudely shaken
out of all his old habitudes, so little at home in his new. At no time
could Marion’s frank calculations of how she could help herself up the
ascent she meant to climb, by grasping a chance hand, this man’s or
another’s, as happened to suit her best, have been possible to her
brother.
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