The Railway Man and His ChildrenOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Railway Man and His Children
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Children of the rich -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Forgery -- Fiction; Scotland -- Fiction; Social classes -- Fiction
His father began, with an exclamation, to speak, but recalled to himself
by another low but emphatic call from his wife, “James, James!”
restrained himself. He gave Archie, however, a look, under which the
unfortunate young man fell back, feeling as if something had struck him
to his heart. Oh, the contempt in it, the indignation, as of something
unworthy a word! and to know that he did not deserve it, and yet have
his lips sealed and nothing to say for himself. It was almost harder to
bear than any fury of reproach. Archie felt himself shamed in the way in
which shame was most bitter, and in the presence of those who made his
disgrace most terrible to bear--the girl whom he admired with a kind of
adoration, and the woman whom he hated without knowing why. As he stood
there, drawn back a step, lowering, gloomy, his eyes sunk in their
sockets, he looked the picture of conscious meanness, and almost guilt.
And such he appeared to his father, whose passion of disappointment and
rage of offended affection was scarcely to be restrained. Rowland got up
from his seat abruptly and went into the library, which was the room he
used. He came back in a minute or two, holding a cheque in his hand,
which he tossed at his son, as he had once tossed the twenty-pound note.
“Send that,” he said, “to your aunt for your friend.” He walked back
towards his place, then turned again, and adding, “By to-day’s post,”
sat down with his face towards the fire.
Archie stood for a moment with the cheque lying at his feet. All the old
rebellion rose within his heart. It was more bitter this time than the
last. Should he leave it there lying, the wretched money, and turn his
back upon his father, who even when he was kind was so in scorn, and
flung the help for the friend, whom he believed Archie had refused to
help, as he would have flung a bone to a dog. Should he go and leave it,
and turn his back upon this house for ever? There was a moment’s
struggle, very bitter and sore, in Archie’s breast: and then he
remembered Colin, the pale-faced lad, whose illness, it had been no
great surprise, but so overwhelming a blow to hear of, just at the
moment when he had made himself incapable of helping him. Then he
stooped down, and picking up the paper went to the writing-table and
wrote a hasty letter, stooping over the blotting-book as he stood. “Aunt
Jane,” he wrote, “you have done me a very ill turn, but I do not blame
you: and my father will perhaps end by driving me desperate; and most
likely you will none of you ever know the reason. But here’s the money
for Colin Lamont, though it’s been flung at my head, like the time
before, and though I have not even you to take my part now. Anyhow it
will be good for him. His is a better case, however ill he is, than
mine.--A. ROWLAND.”
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