Domestic fiction; Family -- England -- Midlands -- Fiction; Midlands (England) -- Fiction
They talked of love and marriage, and the position of woman in
marriage. Maggie said that love was the flower of life, and blossomed
unexpectedly and without law, and must be plucked where it was found,
and enjoyed for the brief hour of its duration.
To Ursula this was unsatisfactory. She thought she still loved Anton
Skrebensky. But she did not forgive him that he had not been strong
enough to acknowledge her. He had denied her. How then could she love
him? How then was love so absolute? She did not believe it. She
believed that love was a way, a means, not an end in itself, as Maggie
seemed to think. And always the way of love would be found. But whither
did it lead?
“I believe there are many men in the world one might love—there is not
only one man,” said Ursula.
She was thinking of Skrebensky. Her heart was hollow with the knowledge
of Winifred Inger.
“But you must distinguish between love and passion,” said Maggie,
adding, with a touch of contempt: “Men will easily have a passion for
you, but they won’t love you.”
“Yes,” said Ursula, vehemently, the look of suffering, almost of
fanaticism, on her face. “Passion is only part of love. And it seems so
much because it can’t last. That is why passion is never happy.”
She was staunch for joy, for happiness, and permanency, in contrast
with Maggie, who was for sadness, and the inevitable passing-away of
things. Ursula suffered bitterly at the hands of life, Maggie was
always single, always withheld, so she went in a heavy brooding sadness
that was almost meat to her. In Ursula’s last winter at St. Philip’s
the friendship of the two girls came to a climax. It was during this
winter that Ursula suffered and enjoyed most keenly Maggie’s
fundamental sadness of enclosedness. Maggie enjoyed and suffered
Ursula’s struggles against the confines of her life. And then the two
girls began to drift apart, as Ursula broke from that form of life
wherein Maggie must remain enclosed.
Chapter XIV.
THE WIDENING CIRCLE
Maggie’s people, the Schofields, lived in the large gardener’s cottage,
that was half a farm, behind Belcote Hall. The hall was too damp to
live in, so the Schofields were caretakers, gamekeepers, farmers, all
in one. The father was gamekeeper and stock-breeder, the eldest son was
market-gardener, using the big hall gardens, the second son was farmer
and gardener. There was a large family, as at Cossethay.
Ursula loved to stay at Belcote, to be treated as a grand lady by
Maggie’s brothers. They were good-looking men. The eldest was
twenty-six years old. He was the gardener, a man not very tall, but
strong and well made, with brown, sunny, easy eyes and a face
handsomely hewn, brown, with a long fair moustache which he pulled as
he talked to Ursula.
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