"Good-night." So, in this hasty manner, in the midst of a crowd, they
parted.
She moved away with Miss Westbrook, already rehearsing in her mind
what she should say to him to-morrow when her head did not ache, when
they were alone. There was so much to say and they had only had the
fewest words together. She must write to Selina, too. What could she
say there? Should she get him to write? And Miss Trefusis--he was
fixed on that match. Ah, an ordinary gentleman, indeed! But her heart
was crying out after him as she framed the sentences she would use
to-morrow--to-morrow.
My lord left the music-room and the building, avoiding the crowds
desirous of his company, and walked up the street towards the river
where he had left his chair. Reaching it, from the white satin seat he
took a bunch of white roses faded and drooping. Then he dismissed the
men, bidding them go home.
Since his arrival in town that morning he had been playing with the
idea of fulfilling Selina Boyle's strange request; he had meant to
carry it out before the flowers should be utterly dead, and this that
Susannah had told him of his wife's confession affected his wilful
mood, moved him and made him whimsically desirous to lay Selina's roses
on her tomb.
There was a cynical piquancy in the situation that pleased him. His
relations with my lady had been so devoid of romance or sentiment, so
devoid of anything save a final tragic horror, that this touch between
mockery and bitterness appealed to my lord's fantastical mind.
She had tried to be the instrument of his death; she had taken her own
life in despair at the ill-success of her desperate act; she had lain
for nine months in her grave, and no one had dropped a flower on her
tomb nor given her one regret. And now he, having learnt the truth, and
on the eve of his second marriage, came to offer her memory roses from
the garden of Selina Boyle!
My lord smiled, and drew his mantle closer round him, for the May night
was chill, though clear and fair; the stars were few and faint and the
moon high overhead. My lord sang a little to himself. As he passed
St. Martin's-in-the-Fields the clock struck one. He glanced up at the
steeple in surprise; he had not thought it so late. He quickened his
pace. He must write to Marius to-night. Curious that Honoria Pryse
should find a conscience, and how foolish of him not to guess the truth
before! It seemed so obvious now that my lady--He glanced down at the
roses in his hand, and laughed.
Meeting no one in the dreary ill-lit streets, he reached St. Ann's,
Soho, where the Countess was buried; and then, for the first time,
remembered that the church was locked and that he had no means of
entry. Vexed at being thwarted, he crossed the churchyard and tried,
despite his own reason, the heavy door. The cold iron ring of the
handle rattled uselessly in his hand; some leaves fluttered from
Selina's roses on to the steps.
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