Billy Louise took a deep breath and rode on, angling slightly up the
bluff, so that she could cross at the head of the gulch. It was very
quiet, very peaceful, and wildly beautiful, this jumble of hills and
deep-gashed canyons. But Billy Louise felt as though something
precious had died. She should have gone down and investigated and
turned those cattle loose; that is, if she dared. Well, she dared; it
was not fear that held her to the upper slopes. She did not want to
know what brand they bore or whether an iron had seared fresh marks.
"Oh, God!" she said once aloud; and there was a prayer and a protest, a
curse and a question all in those two words.
So trouble--trouble that sickened her very soul and choked her into
dumbness and squeezed her heart so that the ache of it was agony--came
and rode with her through the brooding dusk of the canyons and over the
brighter hilltops.
Billy Louise did not remember anything much about that ride, except
that she was glad the way was long. Blue carried her steadily on and
on and needed no guiding, and though Wolverine canyon was black dark in
most places, she liked it so.
John Pringle was standing by the gate waiting for her, which was
unusual, if Billy Louise had been normal enough to notice it. He came
forward and took Blue by the bridle when she dismounted, which was
still more unusual, for Billy Louise always cared for her own horse
both from habit and preference.
"Yor mommie, she's sick," he announced stolidly. "She's worry you
maybe hurt yoreself. Yo better go, maybe."
Billy Louise did not answer, but ran up the path to the cabin. "Oh,
has everything got to happen all at once?" she cried aloud, protesting
against the implacableness of misfortune.
"Yor mommie's sick," Phoebe announced in a whisper. "She's crazy
'cause you been so long. She's awful bad, I guess."
Billy Louise said nothing, but went in where her mother lay moaning,
her face white and turned to the ceiling. Billy Louise herself had
pulled up her reserves of strength and cheerfulness, and the fingers
she laid on her mother's forehead were cool and steady.
"Poor old mommie! Is it that nasty lumbago again?" she asked
caressingly and did not permit the tiniest shade of anxiety to spoil
the reassurance of her presence. "I went farther than usual, and
Blue's pretty tender, so I eased him along, and I'm fearfully late. I
suppose you've been having all kinds of disasters happening to me."
She was passing her fingers soothingly over her mother's forehead while
she explained, and she saw that her mother did not moan so much as when
she came into the room.
"Of course I worried. I wish you wouldn't take them long rides. Oh, I
guess it's lumbago--mostly--but seems like it ain't, either. The pain
seems to be mostly in my side." She stirred restlessly and moaned
again.
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