There was a month or so of going to and fro on her toes and of watching
the clock with a mind to medicine-giving. There were nights and nights
and nights when the cabin window winked like a star fallen into the
coulee, from dusk to red dawn. Ward rode over once, stayed all night,
and went home in a silent rage because he could not do a thing.
There was a week of fluctuating hope, and a time when the doctor said
mommie must go to a hospital--Boise, since she had friends there. And
there was a terrible, nerve-racking journey to the railroad. And when
Ward rode next to the Wolverine ranch, there was no Billy Louise to
taunt or tempt him. John Pringle and Phoebe told him in brief, stolid
sentences of the later developments and gave him a meal and offered him
a bed, which he declined.
When the suspense became maddening, after that, he would ride down to
the Wolverine for news. And the news was monotonously scant. Phoebe
could read and write, after a fashion, and Billy Louise sent her a
letter now and then, saying that mommie was about the same, and that
she wanted John to do certain things about the ranch. She could not
leave mommie, she said. Ward gathered that she would not.
Once when he was at the ranch, he wrote a letter to Billy Louise, and
told her that he would come to Boise if there was anything he could do,
and begged her to let him know if she needed any money. Beyond that he
worked and worked, and tried to crowd the lonesomeness out of his days
and the hunger from his dreams, with complete bone-weariness. He did
not expect an answer to his letter--at least he told himself that he
did not--but one day Phoebe gave him a thin little letter more precious
in his eyes than the biggest nugget he had found.
Billy Louise did not write much; she explained that she could only
scribble a line or two while mommie slept. Mommie was about the same.
She did not think there was anything Ward could do, and she thanked him
for offering to help. There was nothing, she said pathetically, that
anybody could do; even the doctors did not seem able to do much, except
tell her lies and charge her for them. No, she did not need any money,
"thank you just the same, Ward." That was about all. It did not sound
in the least like Billy Louise.
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