Of course, he was doing pretty well as it was; but he would have
welcomed the chance to talk to someone. Taciturn as Ward was with men,
he had enough of his own company for once. And he would have asked
them to make him a cup of coffee and warm up the cabin once more.
Little comforts of that sort he missed terribly. If the room had not
been so clammy cold, he could have sat up part of the time, now. As it
was, he stayed in bed to keep warm; and even so he had been compelled
to drag the two wolf-skins off the floor and upon the bed to keep from
shivering through the coldest nights and days.
One day he did crawl out of bed and try to get over to the stove to
start a fire. But he was so weak that he gave it up and crawled back
again, telling himself that it was not worth the effort.
The letter with the silk neckerchief inside gathered dust upon the
mantel, down at the Wolverine. When the postmark was more than two
weeks old, another letter came, and Phoebe laid it on the fat one with
fingers that trembled a little. Phoebe had a letter of her own, that
day. Both were thin, and the addresses were more scrawly than usual.
Phoebe's Indian instinct warned her that something was amiss.
This was Ward's letter:
"Oh, God, Ward, mommie's dead. She died last night. I thought she was
asleep till the nurse came in at five o'clock. I'm all alone and I
don't know what to do. I wish you could come, but if you don't get
this right away, I'll see you at the ranch. I'm coming home as soon as
I can. Oh, Ward, I hate life and God and everything. BILLY LOUISE."
"Please Ward, stay at the ranch till I come. I want to see you. I
feel as if you're the only friend I've got left, now mommie's gone.
She looked so peaceful when they took her away--and so strange. I
didn't belong to her any more. I felt as if I didn't know her at
all--and there is such an awful gap in my life--maybe you'll
understand. You always do."
The day that letter was written, Ward drew a plan of the house he meant
to build some day, with a wide porch on the front, where a hammock
would swing comfortably. He figured upon lumber and shingles and rock
foundation, and mortar for a big, deep fireplace. He managed to put in
the whole forenoon planning and making estimates, and he was so
cheerful afterwards that he whistled and sang, and later he tied a
piece of jerky on the end of a string and teased a fat fieldmouse,
whose hunger made him venturesome. Ward would throw the jerky as far
as the string would permit and wait till the mouse came out to nibble
at it; then he would pull the meat closer and closer to the bed and
laugh at the very evident perturbation of the mouse. For the time
being he was a boy indulging his love of teasing something.
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