Billy Louise led the way down the gorge, through the meadow, and along
the orchard to the little gate. The Cove seemed empty and rather
forlorn, with the wind creeping up the river and rattling the dry
branches of the naked fruit trees. Not much more than twenty-four
hours had slid into the past since Billy Louise had galloped away from
the place, yet she felt vaguely that life had taken a big stride here
since she last saw it. Nothing was changed, though, as far as she
could see. A few cattle fed in the meadow next the river, a fattening
hog lifted himself from his bed of straw and grunted at them as they
passed. A few chickens were hunting fishworms in the thawed places of
the garden, and a yellow cat ran creepingly along the top rail of the
nearest corral, crouched there with digging claws and pounced down into
a flock of snowbirds. A drift of dead apple leaves stirred uneasily
beside the footpath through the berry bushes. Billy Louise started
nervously and glanced over her shoulder at Seabeck. For some reason
she wanted the comfort of his presence. She waited until he came up to
her--tall, straight like a soldier, and silent as the Cove itself.
"I'm--scared," said Billy Louise. She did not smile either when she
said it. "I--hate empty-feeling places. I'm--afraid of emptiness."
"Yet you are always riding alone in the hills." Seabeck looked down at
her with a puzzled expression in his eyes.
"The hills aren't empty," she told him impatiently. "They're just big
and quiet. This is--" She flung out a hand and did not try to find a
word for what she felt.
"Shall I go first? I thought you would rather--"
"I would." Billy Louise pulled herself together, angry at her sudden
impulse to run, as she had run from Ward's quiet cabin. She remembered
that unreasoning panic--was it really only yesterday?--and went
steadily up the path and across the little ditch which Marthy had dug.
Why must sordid trouble and dull misery hang over a beauty-spot like
this? she thought resentfully.
She stopped for a minute on the doorstep, hesitating before she opened
the door. Behind her, Seabeck drew close as if he would shield her
from something; perhaps he, too, felt the deadly quiet and emptiness of
the place.
Billy Louise opened the door and stepped into the kitchen. She stopped
and stood still, so that her slim figure would have hidden the interior
from the eyes of Seabeck had he not been so tall. As it was, she
barred his way so that he must stand on the step outside.
By the kitchen table, with her elbows on the soiled oilcloth, sat
Marthy. Her uncombed hair hung in wisps about her head; her hard old
face was lined and gray, her hard eyes dull with brooding. Billy
Louise, staring at her from the doorway, knew that Marthy had been
sitting like that for a long, long time.
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