And yet somehow there was some justification for the trick. It was the
justification of desire. The things a man wants are not to be denied by
the narrow standards of custom. Does a man miss an opportunity to
establish acquaintance with a girl he has fallen in love with, merely
because custom has decreed that she shall not come unattended—save by a
negro woman—to his house?
Taylor made desire his justification, and his sense of guilt was
dispelled by half.
Nor was the guilt so poignant that it rested heavily on his conscience
since he had done no harm to the girl.
What harm had been done had been done to Taylor himself. He kept seeing
Marion as she sat on the porch, and the spell of her had seized him so
firmly that last night, after she had left, the ranchhouse had seemed to
be nothing more than four walls out of which all the life had gone. He
felt lonesome this morning, and was in the grip of a nameless longing.
All the humor had departed from him. For the first time in all his days
a conception of the meaning of life assailed him, revealing to him a
glimpse of the difficulties of a man in love. For a man may love a girl:
his difficulties begin when the girl seems to become unattainable.
Looming large in Taylor’s thoughts this morning was Carrington. Having
overheard Carrington talking of her on the train, Taylor thought he knew
what Carrington wanted; but he was in doubt regarding the state of the
girl’s feelings toward the man. Had she yielded to the man’s intense
personal magnetism?
Carrington was handsome; there was no doubt that almost any girl would
be flattered by his attentions. And had Carrington been worthy of
Marion, Taylor would have entertained no hope of success—he would not
even have thought of it.
But he had overheard Carrington; he knew the man’s nature was vile and
bestial; and already he hated him with a fervor that made his blood riot
when he thought of him.
When he reached Dawes he found himself hoping that Marion would not be
in town to see that his ankle was unbandaged. But he might have saved
himself that throb of perturbation, for at that minute Marion was
standing in the front room of the big house, looking out of one of the
windows at Parsons, wondering what had happened to make him seem so glum
and abstracted.
When Taylor dismounted in front of the courthouse there were several men
grouped on the sidewalk near the door.
Neil Norton was in the group, and he came forward, smiling.
“We’re here to witness the ceremony,” he told Taylor.
Taylor’s greeting to the other men was not that of the professional
politician. He merely grinned at them and returned a short: “Well, let’s
get it over with,” to Norton’s remark. Then, followed by his friends, he
entered the courthouse.
Taylor knew Judge Littlefield. He had no admiration for the man, and yet
his greeting was polite and courteous—it was the greeting of an
American citizen to an official.
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