At first she had told herself that her liking for the man had been
aroused merely because he had been good to her father. But she knew now
that she liked Taylor for himself. There was no mistaking the nameless
longing that had taken possession of her; the insistent and yearning
desire to be near him; the regret that had affected her when she had
left the Arrow at the end of her last visit. Taylor would never know how
near she had come to accepting his invitation to share the Arrow with
him. Had it not been for propriety—the same propriety which had
inseparably linked itself with all her actions—which she must observe
punctiliously despite the fact that girls of her acquaintance had
violated it openly without hurt or damage to their reputations; had it
not been that she must bend to its mandates, because of the shadow that
had always lurked near her, she would have gone to live at the Arrow.
For she knew that she could have stayed at the Arrow without danger.
Taylor was a gentleman—she knew—and Taylor would never offend her in
the manner the world affected to dread—and suspect. But she could not
do the things other girls could do—that was why she had refused
Taylor’s invitation.
She had thought she had conquered her aversion for the big house—the
aversion that had been aroused because of the story Martha had told her
regarding its former inhabitants, but that aversion recurred to her with
disquieting insistence as she sat there on the edge of the butte.
It seemed to her that the serpent of immorality which had dragged its
trail across hers so many times was never to leave her, and she found
herself wondering about the house and about Carrington and her uncle.
Carrington had bought the horse for her—Billy; and she had accepted it
after some consideration. But what if Carrington had bought the house?
That would mean—why, the people of Dawes, if they discovered it—if
Carrington had bought it—might place their own interpretation upon the
fact that she was living in it. And the interpretation of the people of
Dawes would be no more charitable than that of the people of Westwood!
They would think——
She got up quickly, her face pale, and started toward the house,
determined to ask her uncle.
Walking swiftly toward the front porch, where she had seen Parsons go,
she remembered that Parsons had told her he had arranged for the house,
but that might not mean that he had personally bought it.
She meant to find out, and if Carrington owned the house, she would not
stay in it another night—not even tonight.
She was walking fast when she reached the edge of the porch—almost
running; and when she got to the nearest corner, she saw that the porch
was quite vacant; Parsons must have gone in.
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