Christian life -- Fiction; Ozark Mountains -- Fiction; United States -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
But the clear-thinking, practical Betty Jo protested quickly: “You must
remember that you are wholly ignorant of Brian Kent's history, except
for the things he has chosen to tell you. And those things in his life
which he has confessed to you are certainly not the things that could
win the love of a girl like you, even though they might arouse your
interest in the man. Interest is not love, Betty Jo. Are you quite sure
that you are not making the mistake that is most commonly made by young
women?”
Betty Jo was compelled to answer that she was not mistaking interest
for love, because had such been the case, she would not be able to so
analyze the situation. Betty Jo's quite womanly prejudice is admitted,
because the prejudice was so womanly, and because Betty Jo herself was
so womanly.
“Very well, Miss Betty Jo,” the young woman continued inexorably, “you
are not permitting yourself to love Brian Kent because Brian Kent is
trying not to love you. But, why is the man trying so hard not to love
you?”
Betty Jo thought very hard over this question, and felt her way
carefully to the answer. “It might be, of course, that it is because he
is a fugitive from the law. A man under such circumstances could easily
convince himself that no good woman would permit herself to love him,
and he would therefore, in reasonable self-defense, prevent himself from
loving her if he could.”
But surely Brian Kent had every reason to know that Betty Jo did not at
all regard him as a criminal. Betty Jo, as Auntie Sue, recognized only
the re-created Brian Kent. If that were all, they need only wait for the
restitution which was so sure to come through his book. And Brian Kent
himself, through Auntie Sue's teaching and through his work, had come
to recognize only his real self, and not the creature of circumstances
which the river had brought to the little log house. Betty Jo felt sure
that there was more than this that was forcing the man to defend himself
against his love for her. Thus she was driven to the conclusion that
there was something in Brian Kent's history that he had not made
known to her,--a something that denied him the right to love her, and
that,--reasoned poor Betty Jo in the darkness of her room,--could only
be a woman,--a woman to whom he was bound, not by love indeed,--Betty Jo
could not believe that,--but by ties of honor and of the law.
And very clearly Betty Jo reasoned, too, that Brian's attitude toward
her evidenced unmistakably his high sense of honor. The very fact
that he had so persistently--in all their companionship, in their most
intimate moments together even--held this invisible and, to her, unknown
barrier between them, convinced her beyond a doubt of the essential
integrity of his character, and compelled her admiration and confidence.
“That is exactly it, Betty Jo,” she told herself sadly; “you love him
because he tries so hard to keep himself from loving you.”
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