Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Married people -- Fiction
When the doctor told her what had happened, she was a little bewildered.
She hadn't, in her mind, any prepared background for the news. She and
Rodney had decided at the beginning not to have any children for the
first year or two--in view of Rose's extreme youth, the postponement
seemed sensible--and the decision once made, neither of them had thought
much more about it.
Rodney's vigorously objective mind had always been so fully occupied
with things as they were that it found little leisure for speculation
on things as they might be. The day's work was always so vividly
absorbing to him that day-dreams never got a chance. His sex impulses
had always been crowded down to the smallest possible compass, not
because he was a Puritan, but because he was, spiritually and mentally,
an athlete. He had never thought of marriage as a serious possibility,
Frederica's efforts to the contrary notwithstanding, until, in a moment
of bewilderment, he found himself head over ears in love with Rose
Stanton. That this emotion had been able to fight its way into the
fortress of his life spoke volumes for the power and the vitality of it.
Once it got inside, it formed a part of the garrison of the fort. And,
just as the contemplation of marriage had had to wait until there was a
Rose Stanton to make it concrete and irresistible, so the contemplation
of fatherhood would have to wait for a concrete fact to drive it home.
With certain important differences, Rose was a good deal like him. She
had never had time to dream much. The pretending games of
childhood--playing with dolls, playing house--had never attracted her
away from more vigorous and athletic enterprises. A superb physique gave
her an outlet for her emotional energy, so that she satisfied her wants
pretty much as she became aware of them. And, conversely, she remained
unaware of possibilities she had not, as yet, the means to realize.
They were both rather abnormally normal about this. Persons of robust
emotions seldom think very much about them. The temperament that
cultivates its emotional soil assiduously, warms it, waters it and
watches anxiously for the first sprouts, gets a rather anemic growth for
its pains. Which of these facts is cause and which effect, one need not
pretend to say: whether it is a lack of vitality in the seed that
prompts the instinct of cultivation, or whether it is the cultivation
that prevents a sturdy growth. But, feeble as the results of cultivation
may be, they produce at least the apparent advantage of running true to
form. The thing that sprouts in cultivated soil will be what was planted
there--will be, at all events, appropriate.
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