"Oh, yes, you had," she went on smoothly. "In the 'other life', as you
call it, you would have been quite willing to marry a woman who could
assure you a firm social standing and money enough to put you on a
footing with other men of your capabilities. You wouldn't be willing to
do that now, would you?--leaving the sentiment out as you used to leave
it out then?"
"No, I hardly think I should."
Her laugh was musically low and sweet, and only mildly derisive.
"You are thinking that it is change of environment, wider horizons, and
all that, which has changed you, Montague; but I know better. It is a
woman, and, as you may remember, I have met her--twice." Then, with a
faint glow of spiteful fire in the magnificent eyes: "How can you make
yourself believe that she is pretty?"
He shrugged one shoulder in token of the utter uselessness of discussion
in that direction.
"Sentiment?" he queried. "I think we needn't go into that, at this late
day, Verda. It is a field that neither of us entered, or cared to enter,
in the days that are gone. If I say that Corona Baldwin has--quite
unconsciously on her part, I must ask you to believe--taught me what
love means, that ought to be enough."
Again she was laughing softly.
"You seem to have broadly forgotten the old proverb about a woman
scorned. What have you to expect from me after making such an admission
as that?"
Smith pulled himself together and stood the argument firmly upon its
unquestionable footing.
"Let us put all these indirections aside and be for the moment merely a
man and a woman, as God made us, Verda," he said soberly. "You know, and
I know, that there was never any question of love involved in our
relations past and gone. We might have married, but in that case neither
of us would have gotten or exacted anything more than the conventional
decencies and amenities. We mustn't try to make believe at this late
day. You had no illusions about me when I was Watrous Dunham's hired
man; you haven't any illusions about me now."
"Perhaps not," was the calm rejoinder. "And yet to-day I have lied to
save you from those who are trying to crush you."
"I told you not to do that," he rejoined quickly.
"I know you did; and yet, when you went away this morning you knew
perfectly well that I was going to do it if I should get the
opportunity. Didn't you, Montague?"
He nodded slowly; common honesty demanded that much.
"Very well; you accepted the service, and I gave it freely. Mr. Kinzie
believes now that you are another Smith--not the one who ran away from
Lawrenceville last May. Tell me: would the other woman have done as much
if the chance had fallen to her?"
It was on the tip of his tongue to say, "I hope not," but he did not say
it. Instead, he said: "But you don't really care, Verda; in the way you
are trying to make me believe you do."
"Possibly not; possibly I am wholly selfish in the matter and am only
looking for some loophole of escape."
"Escape? From whom?"
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account