The Real Shelley. New Views of the Poet's Life. Vol. 1 (of 2)Jeaffreson, John Cordy
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The Real Shelley. New Views of the Poet's Life. Vol. 1 (of 2)
Jeaffreson, John Cordy
Poets, English -- 19th century -- Biography; Shelley, Percy Bysshe, 1792-1822
'I have,' (Shelley wrote in the _Speculations on Metaphysics_, just
five years after this Michaelmas Term), 'beheld scenes, with the
intimate and unaccountable connexion of which with the obscure parts
of my own nature, I have been irresistibly impressed. I have beheld a
scene which has produced no unusual effect on my thoughts. After the
lapse of many years, I have dreamed of this scene. It has hung on my
memory, it has haunted my thoughts, at intervals, with the pertinacity
of an object connected with human affections. I have visited this
scene again. Neither the dream could be dissociated from the
landscape, nor the landscape from the dream, nor feelings, such as
neither singly could have awakened, from both. But the most remarkable
event of this nature, which ever occurred to me, happened five years
ago at Oxford. I was walking with a friend, in the neighbourhood of
that city, engaged in earnest and interesting conversation. We
suddenly turned the corner of a lane, and the view, which its high
banks and hedges had concealed, presented itself. The view consisted
of a windmill, standing in one among many plashy meadows, inclosed
with stone walls; the irregular and broken ground, between the wall
and the road on which we stood; a long low hill behind the windmill,
and a grey covering of uniform cloud spread over the evening sky. It
was that season when the last leaf had just fallen from the scant and
stunted ash. The scene surely was a common scene; the season and the
hour little calculated to kindle lawless thought; it was a tame
uninteresting assemblage of objects, such as would drive the
imagination for refuge in serious and sober talk, to the evening
fireside, and the dessert of winter fruits and wine. The effect which
it produced in me was not such as could have been expected. I suddenly
remembered to have seen that exact scene in some dream of long----
'Here I was obliged to leave off, overcome by thrilling horror.'
To this extraordinary revelation of one of the innermost chambers of a
human soul by the soul's own self, Mrs. Shelley long after her husband's
death appended this note:--
'I remember well his coming to me from writing it, pale and agitated,
to seek refuge in conversation from the fearful emotions it excited.
No man, as these fragments prove, had such keen sensations as Shelley.
His nervous temperament was wound up by the delicacy of his health to
an intense degree of sensibility, and while his active mind pondered
for ever upon, and drew conclusions from, his sensations, his reveries
increased their vivacity, till they mingled with, and were one with
thought, and both became absorbing and tumultuous, even to physical
pain.'
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