Alexandra, Empress, consort of Nicholas II, Emperor of Russia, 1872-1918
“I _must_ try and see Their Majesties,” I said wildly.
“Yes, Lili, do. For God’s sake see them,” sobbed Anna.
I opened the bedroom door very softly: the sentinels had not yet
arrived. I caught a glimpse of Kerensky entering the room occupied by
the doctors; then, impelled by some desperate courage, I ran down the
corridors, and arrived breathless in the Grand Duchesses’ apartments. I
found the Empress with Olga. I told her, in a few words, what had
happened. Then distant footsteps warned us of Kerensky’s approach.
“Run ... Lili--hide in Marie’s room--it’s dark _there_,” whispered the
Empress.
I had barely time to crouch down behind a screen in Marie’s room when
Kerensky came in. He took no notice of the sick girl, but went in search
of the Empress, who, with the Emperor, had now gone into the schoolroom.
From where I was hiding I could hear Kerensky shouting. In a few moments
the Empress entered; she was trembling visibly.... The Grand Duchesses
Olga and Tatiana (now convalescent) rushed forward.
“Mamma, Mamma, what is the matter?”
“Kerensky has insisted upon my leaving him alone with the Emperor,”
answered the Empress.... “They’ll most probably arrest me.”
The two girls clung to their mother, and slowly made their way back to
Marie. I had now emerged from behind the screen, and I went into the
schoolroom, where I determined to remain until I saw the Emperor.
After what seemed a very long time the Emperor came out--alone.
“Your Majesty,” I cried, “tell me, I implore you, if there is anything
dreadful in store for Her Majesty?”
The Emperor was painfully nervous. “No, no, Lili, and if Kerensky had
uttered one word against Her Majesty, you would have heard me strike the
table--thus--” and he struck the writing-table with his fist. “But I
hear they’ve arrested Anna. Poor unfortunate woman, what will become of
_her_?”
At the sound of her husband’s voice the Empress came out of Marie’s
bedroom. The Emperor told her that Kerensky had arrested Anna because he
suspected that she was implicated in political plots. “If it’s true,
it’s an awful thing,” said Kerensky; “but I suppose everything will now
be disclosed.”
Their Majesties then related the particulars of their interview with
Kerensky.
“His first words,” said the Empress, “were, ‘I am Kerensky. You probably
know my name.’
“We made no answer.
“‘But you must have heard of me?’ he persisted.
“Still no reply.
“‘Well,’ said Kerensky, ‘I’m sure I don’t know why we are standing.
Let’s sit down--it’s far more comfortable!’
“He seated himself,” continued the Empress. “The Emperor and I slowly
followed his example, and, finding that I still declined to speak,
Kerensky insisted upon being left alone with the Emperor.”
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