Alexandra, Empress, consort of Nicholas II, Emperor of Russia, 1872-1918
“I am not to be arrested this time,” she said. “But, oh! the humiliation
of the interview! Goutchkoff was impossible--I could _not_ give him my
hand. He told me that he merely wanted to see how I was supporting my
trials, and whether or no I was frightened.” Her pale cheeks were
rose-flushed, her eyes sparkled--at this moment the Empress was terrible
in her anger. But she soon regained her calm dignity, and we bade her
good night, thankful that she was spared to us.
Wednesday, March 8th, is a day momentous in the annals of new-born
Russia, inasmuch as it witnessed the arrest of a woman and five sick
children, and of those adherents who knew the meaning of the words
Friendship and Duty.
In the morning Count Benckendorff came to inform us that the Emperor
would arrive at Tsarkoe on the 9th, and that the Revolutionary
authorities had decided to arrest everyone in the Palace by noon. The
Count asked the Empress to give him a list of those of her suite who
would be willing to remain, and the Empress at once addressed me: “Lili
... do you understand what this order means? After it is enforced,
nobody will be allowed to leave the Palace, all news from outside will
be stopped. What do you wish to do? Think of Titi ... Can you bear to be
without tidings of him?”
I did not hesitate. “My greatest wish is to remain with you, Madame,” I
replied.
“I knew it!” exclaimed the Empress. “But ... it will, I fear, be a
terrible experience for you.”
“Don’t worry on my account, Madame,” I answered. “We will share the
danger together.”
At noon, General Korniloff made his appearance at the Palace with the
order for the arrest of the Imperial Family. The Empress received him
wearing her Red Cross uniform, and she was genuinely pleased to see him,
since she laboured under the mistaken idea that he was well disposed
towards herself and the family. She was entirely mistaken, as Korniloff,
thinking that the Empress disliked him, never lost an opportunity of
spreading the most malicious reports concerning her.
Korniloff told the Empress that the Palace troops were to be replaced
with those of the Revolution; there was no use for the Mixed Guard and
the Cossack Convoi; the Palace was now thronged with Revolutionaries,
who were walking about everywhere. When the officers of the Mixed Guard
bade farewell to the Empress, many of them broke down and sobbed. She
afterwards told me that it was also for her a most painful moment. The
officers asked the Empress for a handkerchief, as a souvenir of her and
the Grand Duchesses.... This handkerchief they proposed to tear in
pieces, and divide between them; and later, to their great joy, we sent
them some “initial” handkerchiefs.
It was a day of good-byes; many officers came in from Petrograd to bid
farewell to the Imperial Family; the Tanieffs left, as the Empress had
insisted upon them returning to the Palace of the Grand Duke Michael,
where they might reasonably hope to be in safety.
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