"Well, it has been a dull sort of thing altogether," said Clara Sawyer.
"What meddlesome people!"
"Don't!" said Kathleen.
"Don't what, Kathleen O'Hara? Why should you speak to me in that
reproving voice?"
"It isn't that; only they were like two angels. I know it; I am sure of
it. We did an awful thing coming to town; I know we did, and I feel--oh,
detestable!"
Kathleen bent her head forward, covered it with her hands, and sat
still. No tears shook her little frame, but there was a storm within. To
her dying day Kathleen never forgot that return journey. Truly the fun
was all over; the dregs of the cup of pleasure were in their mouths, and
there was a fear, great, certain, and very terrible, in their hearts.
But with all her fears--and they were many--Kathleen thought again and
again of the lady who had girls of her own, and of the gentleman who was
both stern and chivalrous, who had the manners of a prince and the look
of a gentleman. As long as she lived she remembered those two faces, and
the words of the lady, and the smile with which she said good-bye. She
never learned their names; perhaps she did not want to.
CHAPTER XXVI.
THE RIGHT SIDE OF THE LEDGER.
Ruth got up rather earlier than usual on that Saturday morning. She had
a dull, stunned kind of feeling round her heart. She was glad of that;
she was glad that she was not acutely sorry, or acutely glad, or acutely
anxious about anything.
"If I could always be like this, nothing would matter," she said to
herself.
She dressed with her usual scrupulous neatness, and after hesitating for
a moment, put on her best Sunday serge dress. It was a dark-blue serge,
very neatly made. She combed back her luxurious hair and tied it with a
ribbon to match the dress. She then ran downstairs.
"Why, Ruth?" said her grandmother, who was pouring some porridge into
bowls, "what are you wearing that frock for?"
"I thought I would like to, granny."
"Well, to be sure. I trust to goodness you are not getting extravagant.
It will be doomsday before we can get you another like it. You must
remember that I saved up for it sixpence by sixpence, and it took me all
my time and my best endeavors to get it."
"I know it, granny; and when I wear it I feel that you were very kind to
give it me. A girl who wears a dress like this ought to be very, very
good, oughtn't she, granny?"
"Well, to be sure, little woman; and so you are. There never was a
better child. Sit down now and sup your porridge. It is extra good this
morning, and there's a drop of cream in that jug which will give it a
flavor."
Ruth sat down to the table and drew her bowl of porridge towards her.
The warm, nourishing food seemed to choke her; but, all the same, she
ate it with resolution."
"That's right, dear," said her grandmother. "'It's putting a bit of
color into your cheeks. You are too white altogether, Ruth. I hope, my
dear, you are not working too hard."
"Oh, that's all right," said Ruth, keeping back a groan.
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