"Father, mother, both gone, I hope and trust to heaven. I am
alone--yes, yes, all alone now."
I would not let him talk any more, and finding out from the attendant
what he most relished, I promised to see him the next day.
I saw him almost every day for a fortnight. He grew no worse, but
very little, if any, better. On one occasion Dr. B. said:
"I do not know what to make of Ashton. He ought to improve much
faster. My dear madam, set your woman's wits at work; perhaps we may
find a cure."
"I have been thinking I would try to gain his confidence. I know he
has a hidden sorrow. I must, for his sake, probe the wound; but I
fancy it is in his heart."
During my next visit I said:
"I wish you would tell me something of your life; how you came to
enter the army; and, indeed, all you will of your Southern home."
His face flushed, and he replied:
"No, I cannot. Why should you want to know----"
Then he stopped, hesitated and said:
"I beg your pardon. You have been so kind to me; it is due I should
comply; but not now; to-morrow; I must have time to consider and
compose my mind. To-morrow, please God, if I am living, I will tell
you; and you will see that I have a severer wound than good Dr. B.
knows of--one he cannot use his skillful hand upon."
"Well, thank you--I would rather wait until to-morrow. I am anxious to
get home early this afternoon."
On reaching his cot the next day, I saw Ashton was calm, but very
pale. I said:
"Do not exert yourself this morning. I can wait."
"No; sit nearer and I will tell you all."
I give it to you, dear reader, as he gave it to me:
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