I had time to look at her for several moments before she came to the
patient I was sitting by. She might be seventeen or twenty-seven, I
could not tell. She was dressed in the deepest black--her hair drawn
tightly back from her face, and almost entirely covered by a black
net. Her complexion was a clear olive, but so very pale. Every feature
was very beautiful, but her greatest attraction was her large, dark
blue eyes, shaded by long black lashes. She came up smiling sweetly on
the wounded boy, and said:
"You are looking quite bright, Willie; you have a friend, I see, with
you."
I was then introduced to Emma Mason. When she smiled she looked very
young. I thought her as beautiful a girl as I had ever seen; but in a
few seconds the smile passed off, and there came a look of sorrow--a
yearning, eager gaze--which made her look very much older. I went
round with her to visit the different patients, telling her of my
great interest in the soldiers, and trying to win her confidence. I
was very anxious to know something of her history, but I could gain
nothing; and, giving it up in despair, I bade her good-evening, and
was leaving the ward when she called me and said:
"Will you be kind enough to notice among the soldiers you may meet
from Boston, and if you find this name let me know immediately?"
I took the card and read, "Paul Ashton, 16th Mass. Vol." I started,
and was about telling her where he was, when I was stopped by seeing
the deathly pallor of her face.
She said, scarcely above a whisper:
"Is he living?"
I said I was only about to tell her I felt sure I could hear of him,
as I knew many of that regiment. I felt that I must not tell her then.
I must find out more of her first.
She looked disappointed, and said:
"I heard that regiment was in the last battle. Have you seen any since
that time? I am deeply interested in that soldier; he was my only
brother's most intimate friend."
I told her I should go the next day, probably, to the "Douglas," and
if I had any tidings I would let her know. And so I left her, anxious
to be alone, to think over and plan about this new development in
Ashton's history. Who was she? Could she be his lost love? Impossible!
This nurse in a Union hospital! No, never! She must be down in her
Southern home. What should I do? Go tell Ashton? No, that would not do
yet. So I worried about it, and at last I decided I would sleep on it,
and my mind would be clearer for action in the morning.
I could not divert my mind from the idea that it must be the girl
whose name I had never heard.
Next morning my mind was made up, I went over to see Ashton; found
him in poorer spirits than ever. I sat down and tried to cheer him up.
He said:
"I feel more miserable this morning than ever in my life before. I
have a furlough for thirty days, but I do not care to take it. I am as
well here as anywhere."
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