The Red and the Black: A Chronicle of 1830Stendhal
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The Red and the Black: A Chronicle of 1830
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Ambition -- Fiction; Bildungsromans; Church and state -- Fiction; France -- Fiction; Young men -- France -- Fiction
"So you did not want to receive me to-night? There are
moments when I think that I have never read down to the
depths of your soul. Your looks frighten me. I am afraid
of you. Great God! perhaps you have never loved me? In
that case let my husband discover my love, and shut me
up in a prison in the country far away from my children.
Perhaps God wills it so. I shall die soon, but you will
have proved yourself a monster.
"Do you not love me? Are you tired of my fits of folly
and of remorse, you wicked man? Do you wish to ruin me?
I will show you an easy way. Go and show this letter to
all Verrières, or rather show it to M. Valenod. Tell him
that I love you, nay, do not utter such a blasphemy,
tell him I adore you, that it was only on the day I saw
you that my life commenced; that even in the maddest
moments of my youth I never even dreamt of the happiness
that I owe to you, that I have sacrificed my life to
you and that I am sacrificing my soul. You know that
I am sacrificing much more. But does that man know
the meaning of sacrifice? Tell him, I say, simply to
irritate him, that I will defy all evil tongues, that
the only misfortune for me in the whole world would
be to witness any change in the only man who holds me
to life. What a happiness it would be to me to lose
my life, to offer it up as a sacrifice and to have no
longer any fear for my children.
"Have no doubt about it, dear one, if it is an
anonymous letter, it comes from that odious being who
has persecuted me for the last six years with his loud
voice, his stories about his jumps on horseback, his
fatuity, and the never ending catalogue of all his
advantages.
"Is there an anonymous letter? I should like to discuss
that question with you, you wicked man; but no, you
acted rightly. Clasping you in my arms perhaps for the
last time, I should never have been able to argue as
coldly as I do, now that I am alone. From this moment
our happiness will no longer be so easy. Will that be a
vexation for you? Yes, on those days when you haven't
received some amusing book from M. Fouqué. The sacrifice
is made; to-morrow, whether there is or whether there is
not any anonymous letter, I myself will tell my husband
I have received an anonymous letter and that it is
necessary to give you a golden bridge at once, find some
honourable excuse, and send you back to your parents
without delay.
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